Ensnared (Brutes of Bristlebrook, #1)(7)

He’s so close, and sizzling warm, and all firm and confusing, and even the thought of food is enough to make my whole body clench hungrily. I shrug him off, feeling overwhelmed. By him, by all of it.

As soon as I pull back, Lucky gives me an apologetic wince. “Sorry, sweetheart. Not pushing, I promise.” He hesitates, looking me over, then frowns. “I bet you haven’t eaten much, huh?”

He opens his pack, pulls out a wrapped cloth and hands it to me. After a moment of wavering, I peel back the corner of the fabric . . . to find a large chunk of hard cheese. Cheese! My mouth waters.

“It’s not much, but it should be edible. I made it. Kind of. The goat helped.” He gives me a nervous smile, but I’m still staring at the gorgeous hunk in my hands. Actual cheese. He must mistake my awe for hesitation because he adds, “I mean, I have jerky too, but . . . ”

We both avoid looking at the vile clearing.

Despite my resolve to walk away, it’s his kindness—as much as the cheese—that makes me pause.

“Thank you,” I murmur, my voice husky and thick. “This is wonderful.”

It would be more polite to wait until I was alone to eat, but my stomach has been gnawing on my nerves for days. I break off a piece and pop it in my mouth . . . and only just manage to muffle a soft groan of pleasure. Quickly, I devour two more pieces. It’s incredible. Almost orgasmic.

And the cheese, more than anything, makes me wonder what this home of theirs must be like. It takes resources to make cheese. Time. Security. Patience.

Forcing myself to pause, I give Lucky a small, grateful smile, and his face relaxes in relief.

“Come with us, sweetheart. We’ll keep you safe,” he says, so softly. “You won’t have to worry about this sort of thing”— his head tilts to indicate the corpses decorating the area—“ever again.”

It sounds like a promise.

Swallowing, I take a calming breath. How am I meant to keep my resolve while he’s looking at me like that? I can’t be considering this.

There’s always a catch.

I lift my chin and raise a cool eyebrow. “In exchange for . . . ?”

Lucky awards me a cheeky, dimpled grin. “The best orgasms of your life?”

My breath catches despite myself, and my skin tingles like he’s just kissed his way down my spine.

That smile is deadly.

I know I should stop staring at him, but I can’t seem to work up a suitable response.

Dom snorts, and his voice turns exasperated. “She can’t even do that, Beau. She’s intimidated by Lucky. How do you think she’d go with Jasper?” Beau grimaces, but Dom keeps going. “Jesus. Or Jaykob? There’s. No. Point.”

He looks down at me, and I finally manage to tear my eyes away from Lucky’s dimples.

“Can you hunt? Skin a deer? Can you fix the plumbing?” Dom asks. “Are you a scientist? A doctor? An engineer?”

I purse my lips. “I was a librarian. I have a masters in information science and librarianship.”

The tip of Lucky’s tongue wets his bottom lip. He bites down and lets out a pained groan.

“A librarian? You’re joking, right?” Something hotter, more intent, joins the twinkle in his eye. “That’s . . . Damn it, Dom. I want her. Gimme.”

Beau nods his agreement.

Dom swings his glare between them, then he fixes it on me, seeming to sense an opportunity. “And you, little librarian? You want to come with us?”

Do I? In the last hour, with these men, I’ve felt safer than I have for years. They killed people, yes, but they did so in my defense. If I’m honest, I’m far from feeling judgmental about that.

And a bed? How long has it been since I slept in a real bed?

“Is there hot water in the shower?” I ask hesitantly.

Lucky’s eyes dance at the measly joke, but Dom’s not letting up.

“If they both want you to come, then I won’t say no, but there are rules, Eden. Rules I don’t think you’ll be so quick to agree to.”

I give Dom a sharp look, unsure if I’m more unsettled by this idea of “rules” or that he actually caught my name earlier.

Beau shifts. “Is this really necessary?”

One of Dom’s midnight brows arches. “You going to keep your hands off her?”

My eyes widen. Beau’s Adam’s apple works as he swallows. He says nothing. When he looks at me, his gaze is considering. Wait. Hold on. He actually wants to . . .

I look at him, properly now. The man is huge, well over six feet, and better looking than any man has a right to be. Where Lucky is impishly beautiful, with those long lashes, devilish smile and glorious hair, Beau is golden tanned and clean shaven, all hard planes and angles. And Dom . . . Dom is dark and dangerous. Stubbled and broad and deadly.

Keep their hands off me? Sweet raspberry popsicles. I feel faint.

“There are five of us at Bristlebrook, darlin’. We’ve had women there before and it . . . Well, it don’t work too well. Not when there’s the chance she’s the last woman we’ll ever see, you understand? Too much jealousy. Whole heap of drama.

Whether you can pull your weight or not, well, that isn’t really the problem.” Beau’s voice has taken on that slow, coaxing tone again, like he’s worried I’m going to bolt. I’m not altogether sure I won’t. “We decided after the last time that if we had a woman under our roof again, she’d belong to all of us. Equally. Or she couldn’t stay.”