Fever Dream (Emerald Lake, #1)(117)
I received a glowing recommendation from the network along with payment for the full season.
Even Evelyn made it out okay in the end. She’s currently sailing the Caribbean as a contestant on Close Quarters, the network’s top-rated reality show. Living the dream starting shit on the high seas, no doubt.
The cherry on top? Out of Romance Ranch’s ashes, a fresh opportunity rose and presented itself to me.
A documentary filmmaker reached out, offering me a chance to work on a season-long docuseries following the WBRF riders on the road. As an assistant director.
As Gabriel Silva’s daughter and Theo Silva’s sister, they felt I was uniquely qualified for the job. And I jumped at the opportunity.
It’s not Hollywood or where I want to end up in the long run, but there is something undeniably healing and sentimental about being a part of a show that is so dear to my heart. As driven as I am, I need to savor the journey of getting where I want to go.
And this journey has been unforgettable. Especially because Emmett and I have been inseparable for the past nine months. We’re joined at the hip.
We travel together. We work together, fall asleep together, wake up together. And miraculously, we just keep growing closer. What started as something that could’ve been mistaken for early obsession, or the pressures of the show, or the forbidden aspect of sneaking around has proven to be the seeds that have grown into the vines of a real relationship.
Vines that have grown wild and full, constricting and pulling us closer.
And now it’s the grand finale. This is the moment everyone has been waiting for. Theo’s final ride wasn’t his best. He didn’t last the full eight seconds, and as much as I love my brother, and would never admit it out loud, I was relieved. Theo’s stumble cleared the way for Emmett to win the whole thing.
Anything above ninety points will give him his first WBRF championship and let him retire on the highest of high notes. A career for the record books.
Theo can take it next year.
I watched my brother approach Emmett with a gruff but teasing, “I did that on purpose. Just to give you a shot. Consider it a welcome to the family.”
Emmett grinned at him. “Well, if you’re going to pretend it was on purpose, who am I to argue?” Then he shouldered him—good-natured this time. “As a member of the family or whatever.”
Seeing the two of them shit-talk lovingly warmed my heart, gave me a sense of peace. A sense of knowing.
Because this year is Emmett’s. I want it for him so badly I can taste it. I could barely sleep last night, and he’s been quiet today.
Going no-contact with his dad was harder on him than I expected, but freeing in the best way.
Now he can stand on his own.
Become a WBRF champion, won and earned without Carl’s shadow looming over him. Just Emmett, years of hard work, and all that natural talent.
And of course, he has me by his side.
He’s stuck close, always touching me in that way he does when he’s preoccupied. I know his mind is running a hundred miles a minute, but being near me soothes him.
An hour ago, I held his face, kissed him, and told him I loved him with all my heart.
Then I gave him a little shake and said, “Win this for me, Brandt.”
He’d given me a firm nod and a deep kiss and walked away to warm up.
A man on a mission.
Now I watch the crown of his black cowboy hat bobbing behind the fencing, behind the chute. When he climbs up, my heart stops in my chest. The allure of dating a bull rider has always been lost on me. It never felt especially unique or interesting, but that’s all changed now.
Now I look at him and wish there was something I could do to make this victory happen for him.
Instead, I sit and watch with my stomach in knots and incessant sweat on my palms. He climbs up the fence, looking down over the white-speckled bull he pulled. Smarty Pants. Known for turns and dekes, he supposedly concocts a fairly intelligent plan to fuck you up.
Emmett needs to bring his A game.
His chin tips up, and his eyes scan the crowd. They land on several of our cameras before finding me.
He doesn’t smile. He doesn’t wink. His tongue pops into the side of his cheek, and he tilts his head as if to say, Are you ready?
I grin back at him, saying, Let’s fucking go with my eyes.
We started off communicating with mere looks, and it’s become a more carefully honed skill set over the past several months. We can read each other so well.
With a quick nod, he drops onto the bull, the fringe of his black-and-red chaps flopping down as he seats himself. I’ve been watching him ride all season, and I’ve watched him take some ugly spills. None of them made me as nervous as this moment.
I try not to think about my dad and that this exact moment took him from us.
I’ve convinced myself that it’s a statistical improbability for me to live that story twice. Still, I’ll feel a deep sense of relief when this ride is over, no matter the outcome.
Emmett’s got the eye of the tiger. He’s focused. The cowboys around him speak to him, and I see his lips move, giving them one-word answers. Our cameras are up close, and I’ll be able to review the tape later. But for now, I want to stand back, enjoy the view.
I get to watch the man I love accomplish something he’s dreamed about his entire life, with a front-row seat.
Before I know it, he jerks his chin, and the gate flies open.