Foxglove (Belladonna, #2)(93)
“What dress will you wear tonight? Will it be marvelous?” Tilly asked with a note of longing. “You should choose carefully in case you die. Imagine being stuck in a corset every moment for the rest of your life.”
“There are far more important things to worry about tonight. Though, if you must know, yes. My dress will be marvelous.” Though Signa admittedly hadn’t considered the potential tragedy of dying in it, she certainly was now. “And if I die, it will hardly matter because I would never remain here with all of you. The afterlife isn’t so bad, you know.”
“You’ve seen it?” Tilly’s eyes bulged so wide that Signa feared they might burst from her skull. If that was a possibility with spirits, she had no desire to find out.
“Only the entrance, but it’s beautiful.” Signa had grown used to keeping her voice low for the spirits, but she glanced cautiously around all the same before she added, “Unless you want to see it tonight, I need you all to be on your best behavior.”
They only rolled their eyes. Had it not been for the fact that this was likely the twentieth time Signa had warned them to behave—as well as the fact that she still needed to get dressed for the evening—she might have lingered to ensure they were planning to listen.
As it was, Amity was waiting as Signa hurried up the stairs. The spirit hovered over Signa’s bed, where a gilded gown was spread across the mattress. Signa ran her hand along the gold fabric, her fingertips buzzing.
Back at Thorn Grove she had worn a crimson dress as bold as blood to conquer Death. And now at Foxglove—to conquer Fate and put an end to this mess with Elijah once and for all—it only made sense that she wore a burnished gold befitting the royalty he played.
Elaine didn’t linger after fastening her into the gown, instead heading out to check that everything was prepared for the guests’ arrival and giving Signa time to inspect herself. The gown hugged her body tight, sweeping up to ensnare her throat with the most luxurious collar. It was heavier than she was used to, embroidered with gorgeous floral detailing along the bodice and bustle. Her hair was pulled back to show off as much of the dress as possible, pinned in loose waves.
Signa may have told Tilly that it didn’t matter what she wore, but that was a lie. In this dress, she felt powerful enough to best Fate. So much so that she smiled back at her reflection, a warm calm settling upon her.
“You look beautiful.” Amity hadn’t so much as blinked while Signa readied herself, though she’d covered her mouth the moment Signa slid the dress over her skin. “You and your mother could have been twins.”
Signa smoothed the collar into position. She was used to hearing such things from the few people who had known her mother, though she still savored the words, tucking them away for safekeeping. She’d been thinking about her parents a lot these days and couldn’t help when the question slipped out: “Amity… I know the constable never found who killed them, but you were there. Do you know what happened to them the night they died?”
Shadows darkened her face, and for the first time since meeting Amity, fear struck a chord deep within Signa’s chest. She’d gotten so comfortable that she’d become lax with her words, but as lively as Amity may have been, she was still a spirit. And if there was one thing spirits hated, it was being reminded of their own demise.
In that moment, Amity was like one of Fate’s marionettes, hunched and lifeless in the eyes. Signa could only watch, one hand on her doorknob, as a range of emotions flashed through her in quick bursts before freezing upon a deep, festering rage that lasted only seconds before Amity’s face smoothed suddenly. She frowned.
“Some things are better left unspoken, Signa.” The spirit’s voice rang as soft as snowfall, speaking as though nothing had happened. “And some mysteries are better left unsolved. We should be going, now. Your guests are due to arrive any minute.”
“Of course.” Fearing that one wrong move would break Amity, Signa quickly altered course. “Though there’s one last thing I need to do before I venture down to see them. Would you be able to show me where my parents’ room is?”
Only then did the deep furrow and sharp planes of the spirit’s face soften. “It would be my pleasure.”
Stepping into Rima and Edward Farrow’s room felt like slipping into the past. While the rest of Foxglove had been scrubbed and polished to perfection, the bedroom remained untouched, layers of dust that caked the floor and baseboards the only sign that time had passed since they’d last set foot inside.
“I’ll wait for you outside,” Amity whispered before she slipped out, leaving Signa to this moment—the final room she’d yet to explore.
She’d banned the staff until she could bring herself to see it exactly as it had been the night that the Farrows had left this earth. If she had all the time in the world, she might never step inside. But Signa refused to allow anyone else the chance to enter this room before she did, and now that Foxglove was filling with people, she didn’t dare take that risk.
She took her first step past the threshold, the weight of a thousand questions heavy upon her chest as she forced herself forward. Her parents’ bed was made, each corner tucked and smooth. There were still ashes in the fireplace and bottles of perfume on a vanity. Signa walked to them and lifted one of the elegant bottles to her nose. The smell was so foul that it had Signa tearing up at the first scent of soured amber and notes of something probably meant to be floral that she could no longer decipher. She wondered what it had smelled like twenty years ago when it had been new. She would have given anything to know what her mother had smelled like, and to spritz herself with that same scent to sit in the ghost of an imagined memory.