Plot Twist(61)
Here! At a table.
She drummed her fingers along the wooden tabletop. She wasn’t nervous to see Kyle, exactly, but she’d been a very different person when they were together. She’d allowed their relationship to be unbalanced, like how she’d gone to every one of his stand-up shows, but he’d never even offered to read the book pages she worked on.
To distract herself, she swiped open her phone and went into her messages. There was Dash’s name, but nothing new. She shouldn’t even be looking at his texts. He wasn’t an option. But then she couldn’t help wondering what dry joke he’d make about a bar like this one.
Sophie exhaled as she typed a message, but to Carla—the person she needed to focus on. Miss you, she typed, then deleted because those words didn’t feel right. How’s your night going? she wrote instead, then hit Send. Her phone pinged, and she was surprised to hear from Carla so quickly but was soon disappointed.
Unfunny Kyle: Coming.
Sophie looked up and saw his long, lanky arms first—Kyle was duck-under-doors tall. She needed to get their meeting over with, so she stood and stretched out her arms to go in for the hug.
“Hey.” She wrapped him in a tight, meaningful hug and held him there for a few seconds. He froze, but eventually softened and gave her a There, there kind of hug back. Which...fine, she would take whatever meant that he was willing to have a conversation. When they broke apart, she added, “It’s good to see you.”
She lied. She had to, otherwise her memories would force her to flee the restaurant.
“You, too,” he answered hesitantly.
“This is a really interesting spot.” She tried to make small talk and rocked back on her heels, wishing she could speed up to the part of the night where she got to leave.
“Yeah, I’ve been here for about three years now,” he dryly said.
Oh, great. He was leading with sarcasm, trying to make her feel bad because, apparently, he’d been waiting for her to show up. She took a deep breath in and braced for more.
“What can I get you?” he asked.
“Oh, you don’t have to get me anything. Let’s just sit and catch up.” She sat down at the table and waited for him to do the same, but he just stood there.
“I have other tables.” He looked at her then, holding a pad of paper and a pen, which is when she realized that this person was not in fact Kyle but the waiter.
Which was made even more apparent when an equally tall man with slicker hair and a ratty T-shirt came up and sat down at the table across from Sophie.
“Ordering without me?”
She looked at the waiter, then at Kyle. “God, I’m so sorry,” she told the waiter.
But Kyle, in very Kyle fashion, assumed she was talking to him. “Appreciate the apology. I’ll have a double vodka, please.”
“I’ll have a soda water, thanks.” Sophie was deeply grateful that the low lighting concealed the embarrassed flush that ran hot across her cheeks.
Their waiter nodded, then walked away quickly, not that she could blame him.
Kyle scratched at his patchy beard. “You’re not drinking? On one of those weird cleanses again?”
Sophie sucked in her top lip, then said, “I’m just not drinking tonight.” Even though she kind of needed a drink to get through this chat with Kyle, she hadn’t had a drink in almost a week. And, to be honest, not drinking helped her feel way more in control of her life than she had in a while. She might just keep it up, but that was none of Kyle’s business.
He readjusted the collar of his shirt and looked at her. “So what’s this all about? You know I’m kind of seeing someone, right?”
“No, I didn’t know that.”
“We’re not exclusive. So if you wanted to say, you know, get in a little something-something now.” He made a clicking noise with his tongue, as if to sweeten the proposition.
“What?” Sophie shook her head. “What are you talking about?”
“What are you talking about?” Kyle crossed his arms, as if offended.
“I asked you here to find out why we didn’t work out. Geez, Kyle.” She sat back in her chair and crossed her arms, too. She was offended.
Kyle performed at open mics, acted in an improv troupe, and was, in general, the absolute worst, most self-centered human being alive. He’d implied throughout their relationship that Sophie was very lucky to be with him, and for a time, she’d believed him.
“Uh.” He ran a hand through his hair and looked off. “You’re asking me for closure? You broke up with me. Which was honestly kind of a shock because I’ve never been broken up with before. We had a fight, and then you stopped returning my texts.” Kyle put his elbows on the table and leaned forward. “I even called, but you never picked up. And you always picked up my calls, even that one time when you were at the lady doctor. If anyone needs closure, it’s me.”
Sophie didn’t immediately respond, as she was still processing everything Kyle had just said. He wasn’t wrong—Sophie had always put him first in their relationship, and she was sure her silence was a shock to him. But she couldn’t believe he was trying to put the blame on her—classic Kyle. “I didn’t see the point in returning your calls since you were a massive asshole when I ended our relationship.”