Shutout (Rules of the Game, #2)(96)
My gaze travels lower, to the list of dates etched along his lower ribs on the same side. My birthday. The date we met. The date we moved in together permanently after I graduated. And a blank space below for all the milestones to come.
“I love you.” My chest pulls tight as tears spring to my eyes. I’m so lucky. I couldn’t have asked for a better life partner. We just got back from a babymoon in Greece, and I’m more in love with him than ever.
Welcome to pregnancy. It’s an emotional smorgasbord.
“I love you. Both of you.” He plants another kiss on the top of my belly, then one on my cheek. Pushing to stand, he offers me his hand to help me up. While not strictly necessary, it’s definitely appreciated. “Let’s finish getting dressed and go for a walk, wifey. Some fresh air will do you good.”
Though we might as well be married, technically we’re not engaged yet. It’s my fault; I said I didn’t want to plan a wedding in the midst of a pregnancy and a move. I regret it now because house hunting has been a total bust.
Heading back into the closet, I pick out a stretchy black maternity dress. There’s less chance I’ll get trapped in it later—but with the way my luck is going, it’s still a possibility.
The elevator brings us down to the ground floor, and we step out onto the street, greeted by warm spring air and the noise of New York City. I love it here; the cars, the noise, the chaos. Something about it makes me feel alive.
Tyler threads his fingers through mine, steering me on a now-familiar route through our neighborhood. We start near our favorite deli, pass the yoga studio I attend several days a week and approach the only drycleaners he trusts with his custom suits. On the far side of the block is Lily’s Ice Cream, which I’ve frequented an embarrassing number of times since we moved to the area.
Sadness glimmers within me as I steal a glance down the street. “I’m still bummed about losing that place.”
After months of searching, we finally found the perfect place a few weeks ago. A sprawling brownstone over twice the size of our current apartment. Five bedrooms, four bathrooms, tons of living space. I have an entire Pinterest board full of inspiration saved for it, including the exact shade of pink paint I want in my office, and the perfect white kitchen to recreate.
Sadly, it’s a seller’s market. By the time our broker submitted an offer, it was already pending. I was heartbroken. I still am. Hormones might be a factor in how hard I’m taking it. Tyler was disappointed, but not nearly as sad as me. I have the emotional resiliency of a toddler these days. I need naps and frequent snacks like one, too.
He squeezes my hand. “We’ll find something soon, Tink. I promise.”
I guess it wasn’t perfect. The interior was dated. It needed some paint and renovations. Still, that knowledge is little consolation when the things that can’t be fixed—like the location and the bones of the place—were solid.
Panic looms in the back of my mind. “What are we going to do with the baby?” My nesting instincts have kicked into overdrive. We picked a small apartment knowing it would be temporary, and without a permanent place, I feel unsettled.
“We still have time. He’s not going to be here for a few more months.”
When we come to a halt at the corner, I turn away from the street in question, tugging Tyler with me.
“Come on,” he says softly. “Let’s grab something from Lily’s.”
Tempting, but making it there requires passing by the brownstone.
“Maybe another time.”
“I’ll get triple chocolate and share with you,” he offers.
It’s a dirty trick. Triple chocolate is my second favorite, which means I can get strawberry cheesecake for myself and then eat half of his. The temptation is almost too much to refuse.
“Fine.” I can’t avoid this street forever. Much as I like to contribute to the local economy, it’s hard to justify ordering dessert delivery several times a week and guilt-tipping the courier $20 because it’s only two blocks away.
As we pass the row of brownstones that house the unit we lost, I make a point to look the other way. Tyler slows to a stop and steers me directly toward it.
“Let’s go look for a sec.”
“What?” I protest. “It’s not—we can’t. The other buyers got it. There’s been a sold sign out here for two weeks.” It’s gone now, so the new owners must be moving in soon.
He ignores my objection, gently steering me up the steps. Once we’re standing at the front door, he pulls a key from his pocket.
“What are you doing?” I ask.
Instead of replying, he unlocks the door and motions for me to go first. I step inside, and all the air leaves my lungs. It’s even more beautiful than before. The walls have been freshly painted a creamy white and the hardwood floors gleam, newly refinished.
I look back and forth between the house and Tyler. “I’m confused.”
“The other sale fell through,” he tells me. “It’s ours.”
“Ours?” My throat tightens, and hot tears fill my eyes.
“The sale closed two weeks ago. Then I called in some favors and got a couple of trades in here to do the work so you wouldn’t have to worry about it. All we need to do is hire movers and we’ll be good to go. Your mom said she’d come help us get settled before the baby comes.”