The Wrong Wife (Morally Grey Billionaires #5)(5)
Maybe it's the fact that he barely spent a few minutes in that room. Enough to let everyone know he's safe and to thank his friends for their help rescuing him. He acknowledged Cade and Declan—his closest friends—and then he left. He might be out of the war zone physically, but mentally, it's obvious he's anything but in the clear.
He cut a solitary figure as he turned and stalked out, taking with him that strange edginess that's gripped me from the moment he locked his gaze on me. It was like being at the business end of a tractor beam. One that pinned me in place, robbed the breath from my lungs and the moisture from my throat, sending it to other parts of my body. One that also sent a pulse of exhilaration up my spine. A sure sign that I hate him. But it also made me feel alive. Like I was coming out of a prolonged holding pattern. Like I only ever existed before, biding my time, flitting from one interest to the next, trying to forge a career, trying to find something that caught my attention. Then I saw him.
Maybe it's fanciful thinking. I mean, the man doesn’t even like me. But that inherent need to soothe tumbled to the fore. He's in pain. He's lonely. He's in a state of shock. I'd go so far as to say he's a prisoner, and I can’t let him leave. Not yet.
So, I followed him out and caught him as he was about to step into the car. Which he hasn’t yet done. But he hasn’t turned around to face me, either. I shift my weight from foot to foot. The grey-haired chauffeur looks between us, a question on his face.
"Hi, I’m Penny." I flash the chauffeur a wide smile. Because that’s what I do. When I’m embarrassed, I smile. When I’m angry, I smile more. When I’m in the wrong place at the wrong time, like right now, I smile the biggest smile I can muster. Because isn’t being optimistic and happy supposed to make things better?
"Rudy." The older man takes my hand. "Are you coming with us, Miss?"
"No," Knight snaps, before I can reply.
It speaks! So, all he said was a single word. And it's that one word in the entire English language that's the epitome of negativity. Still, that's progress… Of a sort. I think. It’s how I choose to take it, anyway.
Rudy steps back, looks between us again, then nods. "I’ll give you two some privacy." He sits down in the driver's seat and closes the door.
Knight makes a growling sound at the back of his throat. My toes curl. All of my nerve endings seem to spark at the same time. All because this monster of a man makes a sound like a rabid beast. No, no, no, I can’t compare him to Beast. That’s my very own secret fantasy, and I’ll never find anyone who can fulfill that. Certainly not this bad-tempered, angry, snarly savage of a man. Oh, but barbarians give the best orgasms. Eh? Why did my mind go there? Also, he’s my best friend’s brother, so that makes him off-limits or something, right?
Of course, Abby is married to her brother's best friend, which is slightly different, but in the same territory.
I clear my throat. "I’m gonna leave. I don’t know why I came after you. I mean, not after you after you, but just… After you. It’s just… You seemed a little lonely, and maybe that’s my imagination, and really, it was stupid of me to come and ask if I can do anything to help. Not that I’ve asked you yet. But I couldn’t stop myself from following you out. Not follow you follow you, just… I was right behind you and—"
I gasp, for he’s pivoted around and is glaring at me again. Green, green eyes. Sparks of green and gold and blue circling each other, chasing and ebbing and flowing like the Northern Lights. I’ve never seen the phenomenon in real life, but if I did, I'm sure it would look like the vivid green that pulses and throbs and storms in his irises. Then, it's gone. Banked. Vanished. To be replaced by a sheet of emerald so hard, surely, it could cut me off at my knees.
The impact of his gaze is so intense, it’s like a ten-ton truck slamming into my chest. I stumble back and would fall, except he shoots out his arm and grabs my shoulder. The heat of his touch sizzles to my core. My fingers tremble. My pussy clamps down and comes up empty. My nipples are so hard, they hurt. They hurt.
I'm certain he reads my mind, for he drops his gaze down to my chest. Instantly, I blush. I chose this dress, knowing it shows off my tits. I’m a big girl, and I’ve never hidden it. I like my size. I like my hips. My fleshy thighs. The little rolls of fat around my middle. Most of all, I like how my tits are perfectly round and how they jiggle when I walk. I’m a plus-sized girl, and no one is ever going to make me feel bad about it.
He stares for so long, a million butterflies take flight in my stomach. I try to pull away, but his grip tightens. Slowly, he raises his gaze to mine. I see a mirror of my surprise, and something like… Loathing. Something so intense, I take another step back.
His eyebrows draw down, then he releases me so suddenly, I stumble again. This time, he doesn’t right me. Instead, he pulls a handkerchief from his pocket and dusts off his hand. He. Dusts. OFF. His. Hand. What a… Cretin. He makes that growling sound at the back of his throat again, and my panties dampen.
He's mad. I get it. I’d be, too, if I'd been taken prisoner by my enemies. And then come home, only to be harassed by a woman like me who talks too much. And yeah, he’s a hero. Media speculation is that he’s going to be knighted by the monarch of England. Which would make him Knight Knight? Would he be called Sir Knight? I chuckle.