The Wrong Wife (Morally Grey Billionaires #5)(83)

His touch had sent a shudder through me, and the glass slipped from my hand. He caught it—his reflexes weren’t affected by whatever ordeal he went through, apparently. He caught the glass, placed it on the table, then pushed the glass of water in my direction. Good thing no one saw it because it could have raised speculation. I scowled at him, but he turned away to talk with Rick.

I reached for the flute of champagne again and hesitated. I don’t think I'm pregnant. But then, I don’t know how it feels to be pregnant. So, I touched the glass of bubbles, then reached for the glass of water, instead. I glanced sideways in time to see his shoulders relax. So, he wasn’t completely impervious to my presence. Which only made it worse.

He must have known how horrible I was feeling right then. He must have realized what a humiliating position he was placing me in. After that embarrassing silence, when he’d refused to say anything, the food was served. And though Mira and Abby watched me with concern, and Giorgina glared at my husband, the rest of the meal proceeded without incident—that is, until he left. He left me, his bride, at our wedding luncheon, oh, god, I’ll never live this down.

Abby, Mira, and Solene insisted on accompanying me home. And when Giorgina invited herself and Rachel along, I didn’t have the energy to say no. In a way, it's good the girls came over. They took my mind off the shitty behavior of my husband. I'll bet, if it had been a working day, he’d have headed to the office after. And I’d have gone along with him and taken my place at my desk as his assistant, and gotten on with my day because, clearly, I’ve totally lost my spine.

Why is it that he seems to hold all the cards here? Why is it that, because he has the money, he can do as he pleases and control my future? But if I’m being honest, it's not the money. I don't care about that. On the other hand, his magic cock, and his fingers, and his tongue have a way with my body. The pleasure he elicited from me makes my body quiver. He controls my body’s responses, and I hate him for that as much as for making me so dependent on him.

I managed to keep a leash on my thoughts for as long as the women stayed. Mira wanted to spend the night, but I wouldn’t listen to that. I was grateful for their company, but it's my wedding night, and I'll be damned if I'm going to spend it with my friends. I stayed off the alcohol, too, by nursing the same glass of wine throughout the evening. If my friend’s noticed, and I know at least Mira and Giorgina did, they didn’t give me grief about it. The result was, by the time I shooed Mira out the door, I was stone cold sober.

I didn’t change out of my wedding dress, either, so now, as I follow Rick and Finn as they carry Knight into the bedroom, I have to hold the skirt out of the way. They ease him onto the bed, and Rick goes so far as to slip off his shoes. Finn throws the cover over him. They straighten and turn to me, and then, to my surprise, Finn comes up and hugs me.

He wraps his muscled hockey-player’s arms about me and tucks my head under his chin. "I’m so sorry, beautiful. This man doesn’t deserve you."

"He bloody well doesn’t," Rick growls, then pats my back.

It’s like being wrapped in comfort. I don’t have brothers, but if I did, I imagine it’d feel like this. Safe, secure, and for a second, my worries recede. I sniffle, and Finn strokes my hair. "There, there, it’ll all be okay, I promise."

I half laugh. "You sound very confident."

"Your husband’s an asshole, but sadly, he’s our asshole, and while I’m not sure if he’ll sort out whatever it is that’s bothering him in the short term, I know it’s only a matter of time before he puts things in order and makes it up to you," he murmurs.

I pull back, and he releases me.

"Somehow, I’m not so sure."

"Be sure." Rick takes my hand in between his big paws. "We’ll be on-hand to tap sense into his thick skull."

I look toward the sleeping man, as do the two of them. Lying there with his eyelids closed and his eyelashes fanning over his cheekbones, he seems at peace. But I know better. There’s so much tearing him apart from the inside, and if he doesn’t deal with it, it’s going to spill over—and oh, god, I’m not sure what’s going to happen then. Will he hurt himself? I know he won’t hurt me. That much I know about this man. At his core, he’s a man who knows good from bad, but his values have been tested, given what he’s been through, and he’s yet to find a balance.

"Don’t forgive him too easily." Finn arches an eyebrow in my direction.

"Make him pay for it," Rick agrees, then releases my hand. "But I’m sure we don’t need to tell you that, do we?" He nods toward his friend, and with a last glance at my husband, followed by a kiss on my cheek from each of them, they turn and leave.

I stare at Knight for a few seconds more, then hold up my dress and make my way back to my room.

I slide into bed, and reaching for my feather bouquet, I press it into my chest. The next time I open my eyes, I’m clutching the bouquet. It’s dark outside. I glance at my phone on the nightstand and realize it’s four a.m. Dawn is a few hours off.

I sit up, and holding the bouquet, swing my legs over. I rise to my feet and stretch, holding the bunch of feathers over my head. Something makes me glance toward the corner of the room, and I gasp, "What are you doing here?"