With Love, from Cold World(5)
“There is approved overtime from now until Christmas,” Dolores was saying, “but please remember that if you didn’t place a specific vacation request already, we are unable to accommodate any last-minute changes. See if you can switch shifts with a coworker! Find someone to cover for you! I’m sorry, my babies, but that’s how it has to be.”
Dolores referring to a room full of adults as “babies” should’ve been infantilizing, but somehow she carried it off. Part of it was how dramatic her appearance always was—sparkly jumpsuits, dresses with cinched waists and full skirts and quirky patterns, bright red lipstick. If Lauren tried to pull off any of it—the endearments, the style—she’d look like an awkward try-hard. But Dolores made it all look fabulous.
There were changes to the closing schedule that only came about because someone (everyone looked at Marcus, a college kid who slumped in his seat under the scrutiny) had been starting to mop when there were still guests present. There was the usual reminder that the Cold World sweatshirts were their biggest seller, and if a guest looked underdressed and uncomfortable, staff could gently remind guests that the gift shop was always open.
“Gently,” Dolores emphasized, pushing her hands down like they were all trying to rise up to shill branded merch and she had to physically restrain them.
“Annual passes,” Daniel said, glancing up from his phone. Apparently that was all the reminder Dolores needed, because she went off on another speech about the need to push the annual passes, bonuses available if a staff member sold more than a threshold number. Lauren tuned out—since she wasn’t customer-facing, none of those incentives applied to her. Dolores did this staff meeting each year before the holiday season, and each year Lauren thought that most of it was stuff that could’ve been put in an email.
But she guessed there was at least one thing that couldn’t go in an email. With an indulgent smile, Dolores called Asa to come down and hold out the Santa hat they’d filled earlier with slips of paper with their names written on them. Asa tripped a little himself bounding down the bleachers—more a hitch in his step than a full-out face-plant, luckily, but still. He held up his arms in an I’m okay! gesture, and everyone laughed good-naturedly. Trust him to turn a clumsy moment into a reason for everyone to love him more.
“Okay, okay,” he said. “You know how this works. Grab a name, if it’s yours put it back, but otherwise you gotta keep it. Honor system! Presents can be handmade or bought, but try to keep them around twenty bucks. The exchange will happen at the holiday party, which is . . .”
He glanced back at Dolores for help.
“The eighteenth,” she inserted. “Here at Cold World, after hours.”
A Saturday night holiday party on-site, which meant that no matter how good a job the caterers did in breaking everything down, some poor suckers were going to have to come in the next morning to ensure that it was ready for the public. Lauren didn’t normally work weekends, but last year she’d worked an hour or two just to help out.
“There you have it,” Asa said. “Now, we’re going to try to do this in some semblance of an orderly fashion . . . Let’s start with the first row and work our way up. Daniel, do the honors?”
Asa’s voice retained its usual cheerful tone, but there was a slight restraint to it that gave Lauren the impression he didn’t think much of Daniel. She wondered if it was obvious to anyone else, then figured she must be imagining it. It wasn’t like she had any special insight into Asa Williamson.
Daniel stood, sliding his phone into his pocket, and reached into the Santa hat with a charming smile toward the bleachers, like he was a contestant on a game show. Lauren’s stomach tightened with anticipation. What if he pulled her name? What would he get her?
Probably something elegant, like a scented candle from a boutique, or a small, tasteful pin of something he’d associate with her. Like a bird, because he’d noticed she was shy, or an ant, because she was a hard worker.
Lauren frowned. That was the best she could do? Even in her imagination? Not, like, a butterfly because she was unique or a flower because she was beautiful? And the truth was that Lauren didn’t particularly care for scented candles, and had only worn a watch and the same necklace for years.
She’d been so lost in her own thoughts that she missed the opportunity to watch Daniel’s face after he selected his name, see if he gave anything away. Everyone in the first row had already gone, and people from the second were starting to make their way to the front, skipping over Lauren. She jumped up to take her place in line.
“I thought I’d have to jiggle your mouse,” Asa said when she reached him. “Wake you up.”
It took Lauren a minute to figure out what he meant. Maybe it was something about the rasp of his voice when he’d said it, that insider jokey tone, but it had almost sounded like he’d said something dirty to her.
But no. Just another computer/robot joke. She pulled a face and put her hand in the Santa hat, withdrawing a scrap of paper and putting it in the pocket of her cardigan.
“You have to look at it,” he said.
“I will later.”
“But if you pick yourself, you have to go again,” he said patiently. “Come on. Take a peek.”
She didn’t know why it felt oddly vulnerable to unroll the paper while Asa watched. She knew her poker face was shit, that she’d probably look around for her gift recipient immediately, try to figure out what she might be able to get them that would feel personal but not too personal, useful but not too boring . . .