Yumi and the Nightmare Painter(84)

The sole loser tonight was Painter. And…well, he’d really lost months ago, if not years ago. As they reached the noodle house, he realized that any hope he’d had of impressing Akane or reconciling with the others was long dead and gone. They thought that in his laziness, he’d sent his little sister to go out untrained and potentially get herself hurt.

It was over. He didn’t have to worry about his former friends anymore. There was a freedom in watching that door shut, entirely, forever.

Sure, it hurt. Like acupuncture gone wrong, all over his body, spiking him through the nerves and into his heart.

At least it was over. At least he knew.

Akane got Yumi seated and ordered her some warm broth to sip. The others arrived soon after. Tojin with arms exposed. Izzy in white and Masaka in black. They settled around Yumi in their usual places, and Painter took a seat at a nearby unoccupied table, gazing at Yumi as she came out of her shell. Food, warmth, and friendship soon soothed away the nerves of her first nightmare encounter. The others knew what that felt like. It was why they’d been willing to trade shifts to come talk to her.

He glanced at Design as she emerged from the kitchen, then returned to watching Yumi. She had such a reserved smile. Sure, there was something to be said for a smile that was given away freely—but he preferred Yumi’s. Revealed only when truly earned, her smile had a unique value. A currency backed by the irresistible power of her soul.

Design sauntered up to him, then huffed. “I’m supposed to act jealous,” she said, “that you barely look at me anymore. Maybe these curves are faulty. The math could be off. Is that a thing that happens with mortals?”

“You’re as perfect as ever, Design,” he said. “I’m just having an…unusual few weeks.”

She settled in a chair beside his. “I’m not truly jealous,” she noted. “I’m kind of a god, to some people at least. Envy would be unbefitting of me. But when he gave me this form, Hoid said I was supposed to watch how humans interacted. How they paired off.”

“Why give you that instruction?” Painter asked.

“I have some wildly inaccurate ideas about the ways humans form bonds,” she said. “It’s endearing and amusing.”

He looked at her; she grinned back. And he wondered: was she actually some bizarre inhuman thing like she claimed? He would have scoffed at the idea, except for…well, everything lately.

Design nodded toward Yumi. “Why do you like her?”

“I don’t. We’re forced to work together.”

“Nikaro. Do you want to try that again, and make it sound persuasive or something? Because I’ve only had eyes for a few years, and even I can see straight through you.”

He leaned down, crossing his arms on the table and resting his head on them. He didn’t argue. What was the point?

“Can’t you feel it?” he whispered.

“What?”

“The heat,” he said. “It radiates from Yumi, like from the sun on her world.”

Design looked closely at him, narrowing her eyes. “Are you all right? She’s not on fire. You might be hallucinating.”

“It’s a metaphor, Design,” he said. “Yumi’s warm because she’s intense. She has given everything she has to become the best at what she does. Stacking rocks, an activity so bizarre it makes her more fascinating. Because there’s nobody else like her.”

“Wait,” Design said. “Weren’t you complaining the other day, down here, about how intense she is?”

“Yeah.” He smiled.

“You can’t like it and hate it all at once.”

“Your friend is right,” he said. “You do have some inaccurate ideas about mortals.”

“It’s endearing and amusing.”

He basked in that heat one last time. “I love that Yumi understands. She’s been there. She’s one of the only people I’ve met who knows how it feels to give yourself to art…”

“That sounds like a terrible reason for liking someone,” Design said.

“It’s the way we humans do things.”

“A stupid way,” Design said.

“How would you do it?”

“With a formula,” she said. “Find complementary sets of attributes that fit into a proper matrix.”

He shook his head, smiling. “I wish there were a formula, Design. If there were, I could fix this.”

She cocked her head. “…This?”

He nodded toward the table, to where Akane had put her arm around Yumi’s shoulders. “Yumi, dear,” Akane said, “we need to have a talk about your brother. And the things he’s done.”

“We know you look up to him,” Tojin said. “We don’t want to interfere…”

“I do,” Izzy said. “I absolutely want to interfere. You have to know. Your brother is a liar.”

Painter stood up, feeling strange that the motion didn’t push back the chair—he instead simply passed through it. He gave Design a smile.

It had been nice, these last few days. But he would find it liberating to be done. To know the door was closed. Not only with his old friends. But with Yumi.

That’s a lie, the honest part of him thought. This is ripping you apart.