揑抦 going to come,?Liam hisses as he breaks our kiss and drives into me harder. Mikey responds by pulling out of me and I groan at the loss of fullness, but he pushes his cum-drenched cock into my ass instead making me lose all control. My entire body shudders as my climax tears through my body and I release a torrent of wet heat that soaks the three of us.
揊uck, did you just squirt for us, Red??Mikey growls as he thrusts his cock into my ass.
揑厰 I shake my head and lie down on Liam抯 chest. He wraps his arms around me and plants a kiss on my head as his twin goes on fucking me.
揊uck, Red!?Mikey growls as he holds onto my hips and drives into me as Liam squeezes me tighter to him.
揗ikey,?I groan as the last waves of my huge orgasm roll through me but they don抰 stop. They build to another crescendo and I suck in a deep breath as I bury my face in Liam抯 neck.
揧ou gonna come again, baby??Liam chuckles.
I shake my head. 揑 can抰。？
揕et抯 see about that.?He burrows his hand between our slick bodies and begins to rub my clit. As if I could take any more, Mikey slides two thick fingers deep into my pussy and presses on my G-spot and I cry out as stars flicker behind my eyelids and I come harder than I have ever done in my life. I gasp for air as every nerve ending in my body sparks with electricity. Mikey bites down on my neck as he grinds out his own release and I continue quivering between the two of them, feeling so much pleasure that it borders on too much. These men bring me to the very edge of my limits before gently easing me back down as they rub their warm hands over my body and pepper me with kisses.
Tears roll down my face as the last tremors vibrate through me and Liam holds me tight while Mikey pulls out of me and rolls onto his back.
揊uck, Red, that was intense,?he breathes.
揌mm,?Liam agrees as he tilts my chin so he can look in my eyes. It takes me a moment to focus on him. 揧ou okay??
揧es. Intense,?is all I can say.
He chuckles softly and the sound vibrates through his body and into mine as I lie on top of him, completely spent and entirely boneless.
揥e are definitely gonna have to change these sheets,?Mikey winks at me as he reaches out and takes my hand.
Chapter 44
Mikey
After Jessie, Liam and I took a shower, I left them in the bedroom and came to the kitchen to make a start on some late supper. I抦 not sure any of us have eaten a decent meal at a regular meal time in days, and being in the kitchen is one of my favorite ways to de-stress and clear my head. The past few hours with Jessie have certainly helped. After the initial shock wore off, I wasn抰 as worried as Liam was about her changing toward us because of who our father was. Of all people, Jessie gets that we are not defined by our biology, but it was still a relief to know that she trusts us the same way she always has, and what we all just did proved that beyond any words she could have spoken.
I rummage in the refrigerator for some fresh tomatoes and when I hear footsteps behind me I sigh inwardly. I抳e not spoken to Conor since this morning when he tore Liam and me a new one, and Shane?I don抰 know what the fuck I抦 going to say to him when I see him next. I pray this is Liam or Jessie coming in here but when I turn around it抯 my oldest brother standing in front of me.
Shane checks his watch. 揧ou抮e cooking??
揧eah,?I shrug. 揥hat doesn抰 get eaten will keep.?
揙h,?he stares at me, his hands shoved in his pockets and his jaw working.
I stare back as I close the refrigerator door, tomatoes in my hand and a dishcloth over my shoulder, but not a single word on my tongue.
Like divine intervention, someone opens the door and we both look away to see Liam sauntering in with a smile on his face. It disappears when he sees Shane and then the three of us stand there looking at each other in awkward silence, until Shane finally breaks the tension.
揕et抯 have this out right now, boys,?he says as he walks to the kitchen table and takes a seat, indicating that we should do the same. We follow obediently, still conditioned to do whatever our big brother tells us.
I open my mouth to speak, expecting that he抣l be wanting an apology from us both, but he starts talking before I can get a word out.
揑抦 sorry that I kept this from you both,?he says with a heavy sigh. 揈m told me just a few days before you were taken.?He nods to Liam. 揂nd I抣l be honest, I had no fucking idea what to say to you both.?
揃ut厰 Liam starts but Shane glares at him and he closes his mouth.
揑 know that is no excuse for not telling you sooner. But every time I wanted to, something else happened. I was planning on telling you after this trip. I wanted to see if Paul knew. I didn抰 even know if Patrick was telling the truth or whether it was his way of trying to absolve himself of any blame for being such a shitty father to you both. Easing his conscience or something.?
揑抳e never known you not have the right words for anything in my life, Shane,?I tell him with a frown.
揂re you calling me a liar??he glares back.
揘o, but I don抰 buy your whole you didn抰 know what to say bit, is all.?
揑t抯 not that I didn抰 know what to say.?He shakes his head. 揑 didn抰 know how to tell you and not tear your fucking worlds apart. Can抰 you see that??
揟hat抯 not the only reason though,?Liam adds and I turn and look at my twin.
揘o,?Shane swallows hard and looks at him.
揧ou knew I抎 blame myself for him killing mum??Liam whispers.
Shane nods in response and Liam turns to me. My twin and I are like mirror images of each other, but we are so very different. I sometimes forget how deeply Liam feels. The traumas of our childhood taught him to turn inward and look to himself for answers ?and more often than not, blame ?while I am more practical and deal with things with head on. I use humor and my stubborn desire to prove Patrick Ryan wrong to process the shit we went through. And that was exactly what Liam did. He blamed himself. Then he questioned how everyone else would view him because Paul Ryan was our father and not Patrick, whereas for me, we simply swapped one monster for another. For me, it explained why Patrick Ryan hated our guts, and in that it has given me some peace, but for Liam it has only brought more insecurities and doubts.
揧ou must know that none of it was our fault, right??I say as I place my hand on the back of Liam抯 neck.
揧eah,?he nods and while his head does know that, his heart will take a while to catch up.
Liam turns back to Shane. 揑 told you once that there was nothing you could do that would make me turn my back on you.?
Shane抯 Adam抯 apple bobs as he swallows and I feel my muscles tense as the emotion in Liam somehow spills over into me. The air in this room is so thick with tension, I could cut it with a knife.
揧ou are the only dad we抳e ever had.?Liam wipes a tear from his cheek and I feel like goddamn crying myself now. 揂nd I抦 sorry I was an asshole to you. You didn抰 deserve that.?
揧eah. Me too,?I add quietly. Liam is right. Conor has always looked out for us, too. He is the best big brother anyone could ask for, but this man right here is our father. He has protected and provided for us from the moment we were born, and how can we be pissed at him for still wanting to do that?
揑 kinda deserved it,?Shane says and a tear rolls down his face and I almost lose my shit. I have never seen him cry my whole life.
The sound of Jessie and Conor laughing breaks the tension as they walk through the door. They stop when they see us.
揈verything okay??Conor asks with a frown.