“I said what you wanted to hear. Listen to yourself, Harlow. You think I’m going to spend that kind of money for some crap rental place just so you can learn to run it? You want to take over this company someday, learn it from the ground up. I’m not buying you a business to practice on. Jesus, kid, get real. I’m willing to give you a fancy title and overpay you because you’re my daughter. That’s how it works in a family business. But there are limits.”
She flushed at his assessment. The attack seemed to come from nowhere, and she couldn’t think of a defense.
“Why didn’t you say any of this before?” She tried to keep her voice steady. “Why did you make me think you were really interested?”
“I don’t know. I didn’t want to disappoint you. I didn’t think you’d move forward so fast. I thought you’d lose interest. You didn’t, so I shut it down.”
“You lied to me.”
He glared at her. “Don’t start. I didn’t lie. I let you believe it was going to happen because I didn’t want to disappoint you. I’m not the bad guy. You’re the one with unrealistic expectations.”
But he had lied. He’d let her think he supported what she was doing. He’d let her think it was real when the entire time he hadn’t been interested in buying the business at all. He’d seen her as foolish and entitled. A spoiled brat who expected her daddy to buy her a business.
Humiliation and shame rushed through her as she realized that description wasn’t far from the truth. She had expected that, just like she’d expected her mother to keep a house she couldn’t afford so Harlow could have her dream wedding.
“I wish you’d told me sooner,” she said.
“I’m telling you now. It’s done.”
“I see that.”
She returned to her office. Once she sat, she became aware of the tremors radiating out from her core. She ignored her shaking hands and scanned her email, making sure she’d handled all the charter requests. Then she logged out and shut the computer down.
She got her bag from the locker room, then went to her car. Once she was home, she could deal with everything that had just happened.
She made it about a mile before she started crying. She had to pull into a drugstore parking lot to wait out the tears. If they would ever stop. She covered her face with her hands and sobbed.
She’d been so sure, she thought, struggling for breath. She’d thought she was doing something meaningful. She’d been proud of the hard work she’d put into her business plans. The cash flow had been great. She’d figured it would take two years to recoup the cost of buying the business, with a growing profit every year after that.
Only her father had never been interested in her plans. Worse, he saw her as some entitled kid who expected things handed to her. No, that wasn’t the worst part. The worst part was that she had been that person, and apparently she still was.
She found a couple of napkins in the console. She wiped her face, blew her nose, then leaned back.
Nothing made sense. She and her father had always talked about her coming to work for him. She’d take over while he sailed off to the Bahamas. They’d had a plan—they were going to be a team.
She’d started working at the company when she was fourteen. She’d gone out on charters, had learned everything about managing the business that he would teach her. She’d shown up early and stayed late. She’d majored in business because it had made the most sense. She’d been so sure this was what she had wanted that she’d never bothered to interview anywhere else. She loved the company. She thought she belonged there. Now she wasn’t sure of anything.
Did her father even want her working with him? She flinched as she remembered him saying she was overpaid with a fancy title. He was the one who handled payroll, so she didn’t know. Was she getting more than the other captains?
Too many questions and no answers. Harlow looked out of her car, not sure where to go now. She didn’t want to go home—Kip would already be there. Yes, he should be the person she should want to run to, but things were weird between them right now. Enid was working, and her mom and Austin were gone. She was all alone.
Sitting in her car wasn’t really an option, so she wiped her face again, then drove toward the apartment. She told herself she would be fine. She would get through the evening, then spend tomorrow figuring out why everything was falling apart in her life. While she wanted to blame everyone else, she had a bad feeling she was at least partially responsible.
She paused before opening the apartment door. Game face, she told herself, then put her key in the lock.
“Hi,” she called, faking cheerfulness.
“Hey, beautiful.” Kip stepped out of the kitchen and moved toward her. “How are you?” He paused and frowned. “You’ve been crying.”
She mentally searched for a decent lie, then nearly groaned when one occurred to her. “I heard that a cancer patient I knew years ago died. We didn’t stay in touch, but it still got to me.”
She was so going to hell for that one, she thought grimly. And she deserved it, but she didn’t retract the words.
Kip held her tight. “I’m sorry, babe. That has to be so rough. How can I help?”
“I’ll be okay. Let’s not talk about it.”
“Sure.” He kissed her, then released her. “I made that grilled shrimp salad you like. Whenever you want to eat, I’m ready.”
“Thanks. Let me go shower off the salt water, and then we can have dinner.”
He smiled. “Want some help?”
She took a step back. “I’m okay.”
The smile faded. “You sure you’re just sad about your friend? Nothing else?”
“I’m tired, but I’ll be fine. See you in a few.”
She lingered as long as she could in the bathroom, but finally forced herself out. In the living room, Kip had her favorite chardonnay waiting. They sat on the sofa, talking about their respective days. Harlow spoke about her charter, careful not to mention her conversation with her father. She knew she would have to tell Kip at some point, just not tonight. It was all too humiliating.
They moved to the table. Kip tossed the salad and set it, along with a French baguette, on the table. Harlow served them each some salad and started to take a slice of bread, only to stop and stare at her plate.
“There are beets in the salad,” she said.
“You like beets.”
“You hate them.” She looked at him. “Like six weeks ago, you threw a fit in that restaurant because they put beets in your salad. You practically had our server in tears.”
He chuckled as he took his seat across from hers. “It wasn’t that bad.”
“It was. You yelled. You said you hated beets, that you’d told her you hated beets and there they were, in your salad.”
He speared one of the beets and put it in his mouth. “I don’t like red beets. These are golden. They’re good.”
“They’re the same!”
The statement came out with a little more shriek than she’d planned, but honestly, now he liked beets?
“They’re not,” he said, studying her quizzically. “Golden beets are sweeter.”