Then there’s the ridiculous bustle, which takes up most of the bench space, leaving my lower half drowning in a soft-yet-stiff mess of skirts and wire.
Until we reach Tyron, I’m to wear this oversized, uncomfortable mess of a garment. It’s very much in Dorava’s style—frilly and voluminous and not something I would ever choose for myself—but father has insisted that I dress in the current fashions of the capital, so as not to give the impression that the Solisars are country bumpkins.
I’ve been trapped in this garment for three days now. Ordinarily, I would have changed into something more comfortable as soon as Ruen Castle was out of sight, but father has sent an escort of four soldiers to ensure I’m delivered safely—and probably to make sure I don’t escape.
He’s sent a maid, too; a dour old woman called Janvia. She feeds me and helps me in and out of my dress when it’s time to sleep. At other times, she rides outside, sitting alongside the coachman, Hercog, who just so happens to be her husband.
She doesn’t talk much. None of them do.
We ride in silence, and they leave me inside my stuffy, glass-windowed box; alone with my thoughts and a view of the endless landscape, which becomes more and more barren as we travel farther into Wolf Country.
Tyron.
So far north, it’s barely part of the Rahavan Empire.
Sparsely populated and wild.
The trees here are different. They’re bigger than any I’ve seen before. Huge, barren branches soar up into the grey, cloudy skies. It’s as if the trees themselves have a pact with the heavens.
Their trunks are impossibly thick. It would take the linked arm-spans of twenty men to encircle them.
The ancient trees make me feel small and insignificant. There’s a certain feeling of presence about them; as if they’re watching us as we lurch toward the mountains.
It isn’t comforting in the slightest.
The change in our surroundings is a stark reminder that I’m in a strange and unfamiliar land.
To stop myself from becoming overwhelmed, I drift into my imagination, trying to conjure up an image of Corvan Duthriss in my mind.
I’ve never seen the man in the flesh. He wasn’t in the capital when I visited shortly after my coming-of-age ceremony.
He was at war.
By my calculations, he would be around five winters older than me.
Perhaps he resembles his father, Emperor Valdon Duthriss. A big, powerful man who possess dark eyes and hair; undeniably handsome features, and a commanding aura.
Well, he was once like that, if the portraits of him are anything to go by.
He’s old now.
But the men of the Duthriss line—the Emperor and his second son, Ansar—are not un-handsome, so they say.
I imagine Corvan would be much the same.
Maybe that will be my consolation—being wed to a man who is pleasing to look at, even if he is an insane, battle-hardened, arcane-dabbling recluse. If the stories are anything to go by, then all those things are true.
I snort with annoyance—at myself. How could I think that I would excuse any man for terrible behaviour just because he is pleasing to the eye?
And yet, perhaps I am judging Corvan Duthriss prematurely; based on gossip and rumor, on stories that have passed across a thousand lips before they reached my ears.
He’s certainly a notorious figure.
And I know next to nothing about him—the real him.
I can only hope.
Why you, Fin?
That’s what Kastel asked me as my brothers bid me farewell. They were confused and a little angry at father for not giving them enough forewarning, but I reassured them that this arrangement was fine.
That this was what I wanted.
That I had agreed.
Even though I’d done no such thing.
“How did father get the Emperor to agree to this? Duthriss is still the crown prince. Even if he is a madman, he could have had his pick of the ladies in Lukiria… ahem, that’s not to say that you aren’t an absolute bloody catch, dear sister, but you know what I mean. Father’s a baron, not a duke. When we get invited to the Midwinter ball, it’s as an afterthought.”
“I don’t know, but it’s probably better than being married off to some old geezer. You know me. I’ll survive. Wish me luck, Rick and Kas. And come visit in the summer.”
The light outside begins to fade. Soon, it will be dark again. The temperature will drop sharply, and we’ll halt for the night. The soldiers will start a fire, and they’ll sleep outside in their thick bedrolls as one of them stays awake, keeping an eye out for wolves and brigands.
Only I get to sleep in the carriage, piling rough grey blankets on top of myself to try and keep warm, because the heat of the fire never quite reaches the cabin.
We’ve only just entered the borders of Tyron—or so Janvia tells me—and the nights have grown terribly long.
It feels like the winter here is endless.
Perhaps there is no such thing as spring in Tyron.
I shudder at the thought.
We pass by the last of the ancient trees and enter a part of the woods where the vegetation—although still barren—is thicker. Here, the trees are twisted and weeping, their slender branches almost touching the ground. For the very first time, I see a smattering of greenery in the snow; small, rounded bushes that bear small red berries.
I wonder if they’re poisonous.
After a while, the shadows grow so deep I can no longer see between the trees.
The gleaming red berries disappear in the darkness.
“Halt!”
The carriage grinds to a stop.
“Let’s camp here for the night.”
Rough voices fill the clearing; the soldiers make weary banter as they dismount and retrieve kindling and wood-blocks from a pack below the carriage.
The clinking of chains and keys reaches my ears. Moments later, the door to my cabin unlocks.
“Evening, princess.” It’s Brusic, the head guard. A freshly lit torch burns in his hand, creating a cocoon of light in the creeping darkness. “Time for you to step out and enjoy the sunshine.”
His pale blue eyes roam across my face, before traveling down my neck, my chest, my waist…
What can he possibly be imagining when I’m draped in all this bloody silk?
I shudder to think.
Foul bastard. He’s just like all the servants that are loyal to my father.
What’s that saying again?
The fish rots from the head.
“I’m fine,” I say icily. “I’ll just stay here.”
“You sure, sweetheart? Because if you need to shit or piss, it’s your only chance. I’m not getting up in the middle of the night to let you out of your little cage.”
“If it’s necessary, the sentry can let me out.” My glare is filled with venom. Humiliatingly, he’s right.
I do need to relieve myself.
“Sentry’s job is to watch the woods, darling. Not to supervise you while you’re pissing in the snow.” His leer makes my skin crawl.
I silently wish that the Seven Furies would flay Brusic alive. “If you want to watch me relieving myself in the woods, then go ahead and do it.” Pervert. “I don’t care. But if you touch me or mark me in any way, my betrothed will know of it. Of course, I haven’t met the man yet. I don’t know anything about Archduke Duthriss. I don’t know how he’d react to being told that some lowly baron’s man-at-arms has cast lecherous eyes upon his soon-to-be wife. What do you think, Brusic?”