How, though?
If my mother was a pureblooded vampire, she would be equally—if not more—powerful than I. How would my father and his mortal guards have managed to defeat her?
Knowing my father, the answer is obvious, but I don’t want to believe it.
I can’t change it, though; the long-suppressed memory that comes to the forefront of my mind. Of father taking me all of a sudden, and locking me here in this very room, and there were no less than ten guards standing around watching me like hawks, and at the age of seven, I wondered what I’d done wrong to warrant such a discipline.
I thought it was because I’d pitched a leather ball at one of the windows in the corridor, accidentally smashing it.
But he was using me against her.
Because not long after that, he came to me, and he was angry, and he told me that she’d died.
The illness caught up with her, my son. I’m sorry. But don’t worry. You’ll be fine. I’ll look after you. I’ll teach you to be strong, Corvan, and one day, all of this will be yours.
Funny how it all comes back.
Now it all makes perfect sense.
My hand drops to the hilt of my sword. I grip it tightly, my knuckles taut. I’m this close to drawing it and impaling him where he lies, but I need to hold on just a little longer.
For Finley’s sake.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath.
Her scent floats to me, calming me. I listen to the sound of her heartbeat; calm and steady in a sea of fury and malevolence.
She’s my essence. More precious to me than life itself. And I will make sure that the sins of our fathers are destroyed.
“If there’s one last thing you can do before you die that goes some way toward reversing all the damage and stupidity you’ve caused, then you will tell me where Aralya is.”
If he refuses, I’ll make his dying moments worse than anything he’ll experience in the afterlife.
My father stares back at me, and he’s smiling.
Why is he smiling?
“You’re truly a Duthriss, my son,” he says, his hoarse voice filled with pride. “And yet, you’re clearly her son. Don’t you understand? Nobody can unify this nation better than you. I might have consolidated power in the central regions, but the borderlands are fractious. There’s dissent in the south and untapped magic in the north. And you, my chosen heir, are a god amongst mortals. Why don’t you use the power that you have, Corvan?”
I say nothing.
I’m cold inside.
My father doesn’t love me. He’s in love with the idea of me; the immortal, his legacy made flesh.
“That brings me to my second great regret.” He coughs and splutters again, spraying the sheets with droplets of blood. “After I lost your mother, I married again, as you know. I had no choice. The war in Batava had weakened my position, and the Talavarras were conspiring to destroy me.” A deep, laboured sigh escapes him, as if he’s the great victim in all of this. “So I married Leticia, and she bore me your brother, and I thought they would be content with having their firstborn daughter as the Empress Consort, but in truth, Rhaegar harbored greater ambitions for his grandson, didn’t he? And so I thought I was doing the right thing by letting Ansar and his mother spend most of the year at the Talavarra estate, because perhaps the boy would be disinterested in the politics of the court. It proved to be true for a period of time, but ever since you gave up your right to the throne, Ansar’s been chomping at the bit, and like all Talavarras, it’s never enough for him. He wasn’t pleased to hear that you’d come into your powers, Corvan. In fact, he’s become terribly threatened by you. So much so that he’s holed himself up in Deignar and turned to the arcane arts himself. To necromancy. And I wonder if it’s all my fault; if only I hadn’t neglected him and focused all my hopes on you. But you’ll go ahead and take care of him now, won’t you?”
Shaking, I inhale deeply and try to calm myself, catching a faint tendril of her scent. I seek and hold onto the reminder of Finley’s presence for dear life, because I’ve never been so angry before, and yet there’s nothing I can do to harm father right now.
“Where is she?” I ask softly. Sweet Goddess, grant me fucking strength.
“Don’t you know how powerful a pureblooded dryad is? I’ve grown complacent in my old age, my son, and your brother’s more cunning than I gave him credit for, because while I was distracted with this damn illness, he discovered her. And he’s gone and stolen her right from beneath my very nose and taken her to Talavarra. To Deignar Castle. They’ve been using her power. How else do you think a mere mortal would have the power to be able to raise the bloody dead? So go and get her back, my son.”
The only thing that tempers my anger right now is a flicker of hope. Finley’s mother is in the Talavarra Estate, and she’s alive.
She’s alive.
That’s all that matters. I will go get her, but it will be on my terms. Not his.
Right until the very end, I feel like I’m being swayed by father’s manipulations, but the difference now is that he’s dying, and I’m very much alive.
A sudden feeling of urgency grips me. There’s one more thing I need to know. “When you started the war with the Khaturians, what were you trying to achieve?”
A certain look enters my father’s eyes—one I’ve seen many times before. He used to get this way when he’d speak of the lands he was planning to conquer. “Tyron was mismanaged for years. My fault, for I’d overlooked Feyrun Bengar’s incompetence and believed his promises. But he didn’t have what it took to venture beyond the foot of the mountains and undertake the minerals exploration I needed. There are rich veins of serpenstone in the area. Our stockpiles were running dangerously low, the mines in the south almost fully depleted. I needed a new source. I just didn’t expect the Khaturians would be so obstinate about it.” He stops, his face contorting in pain. His breathing becomes shallow and rapid. “I sent you there because I knew you would get things done. And it wasn’t a bad thing that you died.”
My anger, once cold, turns white-hot. Knowing him, he probably predicted it. “That I died?”
“A half-breed dhampir like you is human until death. It’s only once you die that you undergo the Change and the other half awakens. It was about time, don’t you think? Only I thought that you’d revel in your newfound power. Instead, you had to go and be difficult. Stubborn as your mother, you are.”
I snap. My sword is out, pointed right at the center of his chest.
“I really don’t give a shit if you kill me here, son. Just take the fucking throne.”
I barely hear him. All I can see are the faces of dead men—my men. Sent to their deaths, and for what?
Fucking serpenstone?
My own goddess-cursed transformation?
And now I can’t even have the satisfaction of seeing terror in my father’s eyes, because he already knows he’s a dead man.
“This world isn’t yours to toy with anymore,” I say quietly, sheathing my sword before I lose every last shred of my self-control. “I’ll take your empire. But I will never carry on with your legacy.”