When Dash stepped out of the men’s locker area and into the coed relaxation room, his eyes adjusted to the low lighting. Salt lamps lined a path on the floor that led to white sofas and chaise lounge chairs, and the scent of mint and eucalyptus permeated the air. The place wasn’t empty, but most everyone was covered in a blanket with an eye mask. No one so much as stirred as he padded to an empty chaise and sat down.
A man in tennis shorts and a Glow T-shirt approached. “Can I offer you our hibiscus and yuzu tonic?” He extended a shot glass filled with a fizzy pink liquid.
“I’ll take one,” Sophie said.
Dash looked up to see Sophie in the same plush robe with silk tie that he’d been given. She grabbed a shot glass off the tray and took the lounge chair next to Dash’s. She sipped and licked her lips as she settled in. “Oh, you’ll like this, Dash.” She grabbed a shot glass for him. “It’s a little sweet.”
“And antiaging,” the man said.
Dash frowned. Was that antiaging comment directed at him? He took the shot glass, the first time he’d held one since getting sober. But he knew this wasn’t the same, even though his body reacted to the feel and look of the glass in a knowing and longing kind of way that irked him.
“I’ll take this over the Botox.” Sophie drank down the rest of hers.
Dash wasn’t looking forward to drinking an antiaging potion but pinched his nose and swallowed his in one gulp. He braced for the impact of something decidedly too healthy but, to his surprise, it did taste sweet.
“Are you shocked that you didn’t immediately turn into a carrot stick?” she whispered.
“It could still happen.” He kept his voice low, too.
She smirked.
“You brought your laptop?” He readjusted the soft collar of the robe. Maybe he needed one of these for himself.
Sophie picked a bag up from the floor, put it on her lap, and gave it a firm pat. “What did you bring?”
He pulled a book from the pocket of his robe.
“You brought a romance novel?” Sophie eyed him with a confused expression.
“When you were packing up your laptop, I saw it on your bookshelf and liked the cover. So I’m borrowing it, I guess.” He shrugged.
Sophie shook her head and leaned back in the chair. “Well, get ready to bawl your eyes out. Abby Jimenez can really write a tearjerker.”
“What?” He leaned forward, and she pivoted toward him. The side of her robe fell open slightly, revealing a long stretch of her leg. He shook his head and refocused. “Isn’t this a romance?”
“Yeah.” She opened her laptop. “And sometimes there’s crying in romance.”
Dash wasn’t a big crier. “Well, I’m not afraid of a few tears.”
“Bawling. Your. Eyes. Out. I guarantee it.” They held each other there for a moment before he decided to break the tension.
“Get to work, already,” he said as he cracked the book open.
Out of the corner of his eye, though, he caught her watching him. Eventually, she settled back in the chair, and her hands hovered over the keyboard. He waited for the telltale tap of fingers against keys but heard none.
“I’ll just try a quick sauna visit. BRB.” She placed the laptop next to her on the chair and pushed herself up, and he watched her hurry toward the locker area. Once she was gone, he settled back and exhaled. He wanted nothing more than to be able to flip a switch and help her find that passion for writing again, but she was the one who had to commit words to paper. All he could do was be there to support her until she did.
Ten, maybe fifteen minutes passed. When she came back, he was deep into the second chapter of the book but looked up to ask, “Better?”
She nodded, then sat on the lounge chair and placed the laptop on her knees. Her fingers drummed along the top of the keyboard, as if imitating the act of writing without actually doing it.
“What if you tried writing about a spa?” Dash softly asked. When he took acting classes, a lot of them were method, and he’d had to work with what was immediately in front of him. Maybe if Sophie treated her writing the same way, it could help unlock something. “You’re here, sitting in one. Don’t they say to write what you know?”
“I’m supposed to fix the book I already wrote,” she said.
“You can always go back to that book. Just do what feels easiest now and return to the hard stuff when you’re ready.” Dash had approached recovery in a similar way. Some things had felt easier to him, like developing a routine, while others he’d shoved into the corner for a later date, like telling his family the truth.
She eyed him but eventually gave a shrug. This time, when he returned to the book in his hands, he heard the light tap of fingertips meeting keys. It was a sound he had anticipated would bring him pleasure, but when an unmistakable flood of warmth filled his chest, even he was surprised by how soothing her triumph was to him.
And over the next few hours, he became acutely aware of every sound Sophie made: when she went quiet thinking through a line or an idea, when she got up to take a steam room or sauna break, and when her head fell back and onto the lounge chair in frustration.
As she slowed her typing and began to nibble the tip of her index finger, he decided to make himself useful. He stood up, and made his way to the snack bar. In typical Poppy fashion, none of the snacks were his version of a good time. But still, he knew they were things Sophie would love. He grabbed a hot-pink plate and used a pair of tongs to pile on dried apricots, date bites, and something called a detox bar. As he turned around, he came face-to-face with Poppy, who cocked her head in an inquisitive way.
“You never come here, even when I offer to give you free services.” She crossed her arms. “Speaking of, do you want to try some filler for those under-eye circles?”
She playfully poked at his cheek, and he swatted her away. “You’re right, it’s so weird that I never come here when it’s always such a nice experience.” He glanced over to where Sophie sat. She’d stopped typing altogether, and he wanted to bring her the plate of snacks as writing fuel.
Poppy glanced to where Sophie was. “So, you and Sophie are friends now?”
He frowned. Maybe they were friends. He’d said they’d be friends. And now they were hanging out. Of course, he had also nearly come in his pants as she rode his face the other day, but…that wasn’t something Poppy needed to know about. “Yeah, I guess we are.”
“And she’s writing again, huh?”
“She is.” Why did he feel personal pride about that? He wasn’t the one writing, she was. Still, just by being next to her he felt like he’d been part of her process in some way.
“Good job. Maybe you aren’t totally worthless.”
“Let’s not get ahead of ourselves.”
“You should come here again. I like seeing your face.” Poppy gave him a pat on the shoulder.
And Dash liked being there, too. He realized that he and his family rarely came to Poppy’s spa, even though it was wildly successful. His parents always prioritized the Hollywood industry above all else, including their daughter’s self-made business. Dash was going to make a point of trying to visit and support his sister more often.