“Really? I can.” He carefully extracts my hands from his hair and links his fingers through mine. “Your sister is going to be Hera.”
“It seems that way.” I can barely comprehend what that will look like. The last Zeus went through three Heras over his time with the title. Rumor is that he killed at least two of them, but no charges were ever leveled at him. As a result, the title of Hera has become something of an empty one. It technically still has duties and an area to rule like all the other Thirteen, but the last three people to hold it were overshadowed by Zeus. I don’t know what my sister will do with the title, but I can guarantee she won’t be the easy, biddable wife that this Zeus is no doubt hoping for.
But I don’t want to talk about Callisto.
I take a slow breath and stare at our linked hands. “So much of this has been pretend. From the very start, we’ve been lying to the public.”
“I’ll give you a divorce.”
That stops me short. I lift my head and blink at him. “What?”
“A divorce.” The winter night outside the window is warmer than Eros’s voice. “You married me to keep safe from my mother. She’s no longer a threat, and I know this isn’t what you would have chosen for yourself. When the month is up, I’ll get the divorce papers written up. You can have whatever you want. You’ve more than earned it.”
I have to take my hands back from him to avoid doing something I’ll regret. “Eros.”
“Yeah?”
“Will you let me finish before you sprint to leap on your own sword to save me from big, bad you?”
Now it’s his turn to blink. “I’m as much a monster as my mother. That’s empirical fact.”
“Did you mean what you said to your mother? Do you love me?”
“I don’t see how that matters.”
Gods, this man. I grab his face and bring it down to mine, nearly close enough to kiss. “Answer the question.”
His huffed breath ghosts against my lips. “Yes, I meant it. I love you. But that’s not a good enough reason to keep you chained to me. I’m a selfish bastard and I thought I could do it, but I can’t bear the thought of you trapped. Not even by me.”
I close my eyes. It’s that or start crying all over him, which he’ll misinterpret. “You might be a monster, Eros, but you’re my monster. I love you, too. I don’t want a godsdamned divorce. I just want you.”
He’s silent for so long, I open my eyes to find him staring at me. He reaches up and cups my jaw with a hand that trembles. “If you’re serious—”
“I’m serious.”
“Be sure, Psyche. If you really mean it, be sure. I can’t… I don’t have the strength to let you go twice.”
I turn my head and kiss his palm. “You don’t have to let me go at all.”
“Thank fuck.” He yanks me into his arms and holds me tightly. The same tremors that shook his hand work their way through his entire body.
I kiss his throat, his jaw, the corner of his mouth. “I’m here. I’ll always be here.” And then I’m kissing him properly. He hugs me tighter, as if he can’t get close enough to me, and I feel the same way. Things could have gone so wrong today. They didn’t, but that doesn’t change the way I need this man. Right now. Tonight. Forever. I break the kiss long enough to say, “Eros.”
He’s already moving, pushing to his feet and yanking off his clothes. “I need you.”
“Yes.” I let him pull my dress over my head and toss it aside. Then he’s there, bearing me back onto the mattress, his hands moving over my body as if to reassure himself that I’m whole, that I’m here. I push on his shoulders, and he lets me roll him onto his back and climb up to straddle his waist.
Gods, the way this man looks at me.
He grips my hips, devouring me with those fiery blue eyes. “You’re enough to make me want to get into photography.”
That surprises a laugh out me. “Eros, surely you’re not suggesting taking dirty pictures of me.”
“That’s exactly what I’m suggesting.” He cups my breasts and leans up to lavish kisses over them. “Just for us. Only ever just for us.”
It strikes me all over again that we have time. We can act out every fantasy, explore every nuance of the thing that’s flared to life between us. I roll my hips, rubbing myself along his length. “One condition.”
“Name it.”