“Luke was so good to me after you and Clay became engaged. He couldn’t have been a better friend. Then…after the wedding I was feeling lost and alone. Luke had been dancing with me and I felt so…secure in his arms, and I’m afraid I suggested something foolish… And now Luke keeps reminding me of it.”
“That doesn’t sound like Luke.” Rorie frowned in puzzlement. “Nor does suggesting ‘something foolish’ sound like you.”
“I had a glass of champagne on an empty stomach,” Kate offered as an excuse.
“What about Luke?”
“I don’t know, but I swear, he’s become so unreasonable about everything, and he keeps saying the most ridiculous things.”
“Give me an example,” Rorie said.
Kate shrugged. “He claims I love him.”
Her remark was followed by a short silence. “What do you feel for Luke?” Rorie asked.
“I care about him, but not in the way he assumes.” Her finger idly circled the rim of the coffee cup while she composed her thoughts. “What irritates me most is that Luke discounts everything I felt for Clay, as if my love for him was nothing more than wasted emotion.” Kate felt awkward explaining this to her ex-fiancé’s wife, but Rorie was the one person who’d understand.
“And now that Clay’s married to me,” Rorie said, “Luke seems to think some lightbulb has snapped on inside your brain.”
“Exactly.”
“He thinks you should have no hesitation about throwing yourself into his loving arms?”
“Yes!” Rorie explained it far better than Kate had. “He keeps insisting I need him and that if I thought about it I’d realize I do love him. If it was only Luke I could probably deal with it, but everyone in town, including my own father, thinks I should marry him, too.”
“That’s when you agreed to have dinner with that new attorney. What’s his name again?”
“Eric Wilson. Yes, that was exactly the reason I went out with him. Rorie, I tell you I was desperate. Every time I turned around, Luke was there wearing this smug, knowing look and casually announcing that we’d be married before Christmas. He makes the whole thing sound like it’s a foregone conclusion and if I resist him I’d be…going against nature or something.” She paused and waved her hand dramatically.
Rorie laughed. “Is he really doing that?”
Kate nodded grimly. “Actually there’s more.” She felt she had to tell Rorie everything. “To be fair, you should know I have no one to blame but myself. Luke may be doing all this talking about us getting married. But I was the one who…suggested it.”
“How? When? Oh. The ‘something foolish’ you mentioned.”
Shredding the paper napkin into tiny strips, Kate nodded again, flinching at the memory. “Honestly, Rorie, I didn’t mean it. We were standing in the moonlight at your wedding dance and everything was so serene and beautiful. The words just slipped out of my mouth before I stopped to think what I was saying.”
“The incident with the attorney didn’t help.”
Kate sighed. “And now that Dad’s marrying Mrs. Murphy and Luke’s bought the ranch, everything’s getting worse.”
“Luke can be a bit overpowering at times, can’t he?”
Kate rolled her eyes in agreement. “But you know, what bothers me even more than Luke’s cavalier attitude is the way everyone else seems to be siding with him.”
“You mean about marrying Luke?”
“Yes.” Kate gave another forlorn sigh. “Look at my dad—he’s the perfect example. And everyone in town seems to think that if I’m foolish enough to let another good man slip through my fingers, I’ll end up thirty and a spinster for sure.”
“That’s crazy!”
Coming from San Francisco, Rorie couldn’t understand how differently people in this small Oregon community viewed life, Kate mused. A woman already thirty years old and unmarried was likely to stay that way—at least in Nightingale. “You haven’t lived here long enough to know how folks in this town think.”
“Kate, you’re over twenty-one. No one can force you to marry Luke. Remember that.”
Kate rested her elbows on the table and cradled her coffee cup in both hands. “I feel like I’m caught in a current that’s flowing too fast for me. I’m afraid to stand up for fear I’ll lose my footing but I can’t just allow it to carry me where it will, either.”