I nod. This is the same conversation I’ve been having since I arrived. Everyone expects me to pack up Sabine and move her to New York.
“How are you?” I ask him.
“Still single and living with my mom. Happy as a pig. For real.” He smirks, shrugging broad shoulders. “She cooks me breakfast every morning, packs my lunch for work, and doesn’t complain when I leave my underwear on the floor.”
“Basically, it’s Club Med,” I say with a smile. It is good to see him. And he hasn’t changed a bit since we went to school together.
“I knew you’d be a coach someday,” I say as he fills me in on his position as a coach for the Bobcats. He’s in the middle of giving me a play-by-play from last night’s game when I sense someone walking up.
“Nova, right?” comes Ronan’s voice from behind me, unmistakable, rich, and husky.
“I met your mom,” he says. “I’m sorry for your loss.”
I turn slowly. “Hmm. Yes. I’m your new neighbor. Thank you. Mom never mentioned you were a coach.” I mentally shake my fist at her in heaven.
He’s grabbed a white T-shirt, and it sticks to his damp chest. The towel is still in his grip and hangs next to his leg. He clutches it with strong hands and long talented fingers. I can still see him on TV, catching the hike, jogging back to throw the football, and then letting a perfect pass fly. He took Michigan State to a national championship, won the Heisman, was drafted as the number-one pick in the draft, and then brought home three Super Bowl trophies to the Pythons. He was Peyton Manning and Tom Brady on crack.
After working at the preschool, I bartended at night at the Baller. The bar was a private club, with a clientele of mostly professional athletes, yet he was never one of our customers. I never gave up hope that he’d walk in one day. My fascination wasn’t with how hot he looked in football pants—which he did—no, it was about the masterful way he played the game. You’d think that after my heart was broken in college by my first love, Andrew, I’d be jaded about the game, but when you grow up in a Texas small town, football is ingrained in your soul.
“Ah, I see,” he says in a distant tone as he glances around at the party. “Nice to meet you.”
Wait . . .
Really?
We’ve “met.”
I frown, and he notices, a quizzical look appearing on his face as our eyes cling . . . and oh my God . . . not a hint of recognition is there. Nada.
Did I misinterpret in the kitchen?
I step out of the shadows, and his face doesn’t change. Not a flicker of I know you.
I should say, Nice to meet you too—it’s the proper southern thing to do before I bring up the roses—but . . .
He doesn’t recognize me. For real. Okay, okay, maybe I have put on a few （ten） pounds, have a few lines around my eyes, and am not dressed like some stupid princess from a galaxy far, far away, but obviously he’s the kind of guy who’s slept with so many women he can’t recall one—even the girl he called by the wrong name.
Bitterness rises. I’ve replayed the Awful One-Night Stand a million times in my head, berating myself for going to his hotel room, for believing we shared a connection.
He’d been drinking—okay, I’ll give him that—but the alcohol didn’t hinder his sexual performance, and he didn’t slur his words either.
You’re perfect. You’re safe with me. You’re mine . . .
We were effortless and natural, almost instinctive, two people sensing familiar souls, ones with cracks but not completely broken. And when he kissed me in the elevator . . . a long sigh comes from my lips. I wanted to be his.
My hands clench as I wrestle with my emotions. He really doesn’t remember me.
Skeeter slaps him on the back. “Ronan, this lady was the prettiest girl to ever attend Blue Belle High. We did some crazy shit together. Remember that time we put popcorn in the Huddersfield quarterback’s truck, Nova?” He glances at Ronan. “It was the night before our big game, and we popped about a hundred bags and dumped them in his car.”
I smile. “And our own cafeteria ladies let us in their kitchen to pop them. Five microwaves. We hit the jackpot.”
“I bet that jerk quarterback is still finding kernels in his car.” He chuckles as he glances at Ronan. “Me and Nova and Andrew. We got up to some trouble.”
I nod and smile. “Good times for sure.” But not all of them, especially with Andrew. I toss a quick glance around the pool area, a sigh of relief coming. He’s not here.