“Yes.”
When I make no move to procure the object, she frowns.
“Can I . . . have it?”
With great reluctance, I tug free the little velvet box from my pocket, clenching it tight for so long she finally reaches for my hand. Gently, she wraps her small fingers around my fist.
“Aaron,” she says. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing.” I take a deep breath. “Nothing is wrong. I just—” I force myself to open my palm to her, heart still pounding. “I really hope you like it.”
She smiles as she takes the box. “I’m sure I’m going to love it.”
“It’s okay if you don’t. You don’t have to love it. If you hate it I can always get you something else—”
“You know, I’m not used to seeing you nervous like this.” She tilts her head at me. “It’s kind of adorable.”
“I feel like an idiot,” I say, trying and failing to smile. “Though I’m glad you find it entertaining.”
She opens the box as I say this, giving me no time to brace myself before she gasps, her eyes widening in astonishment. She covers her mouth with one hand, her emotions so unrestrained I can hardly read them. There’s too much all at once: shock, happiness, confusion—
The effort to say nothing nearly costs me my sanity.
“Where did you get this?” she says, finally dropping her hand away from her face. Carefully, she tugs the engagement ring free from its setting, examining it closely before staring up at me. “I’ve never seen anything like this.”
“I had it made,” I manage to say, my body still so tense it’s difficult to speak. She hasn’t said whether she likes it, which means the vise around my chest refuses to disengage.
Still, I force myself to retrieve the glittering piece from her, taking her left hand in mine with great care. My own hands are miraculously steady as I slide the ring into place on her fourth finger.
The fit, as I knew it would be, is perfect.
I took the necessary measurements while she was heavily asleep, still recovering in the medical tent.
“You had it made?” Ella is staring at her hand, the ring refracting the light, shattering color everywhere. The center stone is large, but not garishly so, and suits her beautifully.
I think so, anyway.
I watch her as she studies the ring, turning her hand left and right. “How did you get it made?” she asks. “When? I thought there’d be a simple wedding band inside, I didn’t think—”
“There is a wedding band inside. There are two rings.” She looks up at me then, and I see, for the first time, that her eyes are bright with tears. The sight cuts me straight through the heart but brings with it the hope of relief. It might be the only time in my life I’ve ever been happy to see her cry.
With great trepidation, Ella reopens the velvet box, slowly retrieving from its depths the wedding band.
She holds it up to the sky with a trembling hand, staring at its detail. The brushed gold band resembles a twig, so delicate it looks almost as if it were forged from thread. It glints in the sun, the two emerald leaves bright against the infinite branch.
She slips it onto her finger, gasping softly when it settles into place. It was designed to fit perfectly against the engagement ring.
“The leaves—are supposed to be—like us,” I say, hearing how stupid it sounds when I say it out loud. How perfectly pedestrian.
I suddenly hate myself.
Still, Ella says nothing, and I can’t hold the question in any longer. “Do you like it? If you don’t like it I can always—”
She snaps the box shut and throws her arms around my neck, hugging me so tight I feel the damp press of her cheek against my jaw. She pulls back to pepper my face with kisses, half laughing as she does, swiping at her tears with shaking hands.
“How can you even ask me that?” she says. “I’ve never owned anything so beautiful in my whole life. I love these rings. I love them so much. And I know you probably didn’t think about this when you had them made—because you wouldn’t—but the emeralds remind me of your eyes. They’re stunning.”
I blink at that, surprised. “My eyes?”
“Yes,” she says quietly, her expression softening. “And you’re right. They are like us. We’ve been growing toward each other from the opposite sides of the same path since the beginning, haven’t we?”
Relief hits me like an opiate.
I pull her into my arms, burying my face in her neck before I kiss her—softly at first—and our slow, searing touches quickly change into something else altogether. Ella is drawing her hand under my shirt again, my skin heating under her touch.