I blinked. 揧ou want us to be exclusive??I hated how my heart thundered wildly at his suggestions, how butterflies danced in my belly.
揈xclusive,?Santino repeated with a laugh. 揗aybe I抦 old-fashioned but it used to be called faithful.?
揑 thought faithful was for when people were in a real relationship with deep emotional feelings, not for what we have.?
揇irty sex,?Santino said in a voice I couldn抰 read.
I shrugged and a strange silence settled between us. I cleared my throat. 揃ut I want you to be exclusive too. If I抦 yours for now, I want you to be mine as well.?
揑抦 yours,?he said in a low voice.
I forced a smile. I wasn抰 sure why our conversation felt so loaded all of a sudden. 揧ou抣l have to be my dirty secret.?
揟rust me, Anna, I抦 very aware of the limitations of our bond. I have no intention to die by your father抯 hands nor to be the reason for a scandal that damages the Outfit. Our bond will be confined to the bedroom.?
For some reason, that didn抰 sit well with me either. What I wanted and what I could have were at odds right now.
Santino cleared his throat. 揌ow do you feel??
For a moment I was sure he meant emotionally, and that would have been a question I couldn抰 have answered honestly but then his hand stroked down to my abdomen.
揘ot too bad. I抣l be ready for dirty deeds soon.?
I must have dozed off shortly after because when I came to myself again the sky was turning gray outside. I was still in Santino抯 arms. I listened to his breathing but soon realized it didn抰 sound as if he was sleeping. 揧ou awake??
揅an抰 sleep??
揌mm.?
揈agerly waiting for me to be ready for round two??I teased. Being in Santino抯 arms felt intimate and right. It scared me a little.
揗ore than eager.?
I laughed then lifted my head off Santino抯 chest. Our faces were close, and slowly his expression came into focus. He wasn抰 smiling, but his expression was softer than usual.
揂ren抰 you worried about catching feelings for me if we cuddle all night??I tried to break the moment of tenderness, worried I抎 like it too much.
Santino slapped my ass lightly, making me jump. Any kind of sleepiness vanished in a blink. I raised my eyebrows.
揑 really wish your mouth was sore too.?
I poked my tongue out at him. 揗aybe you need to angry fuck it again like you did yesterday.?
Santino glowered. Oh, someone was in a mood. It was almost endearing how concerned he was about me. 揂nna. Don抰 remind me.?
I traced his pecs with a manicured finger. I smiled secretly. 揇on抰 tell me you feel guilty because I was a virgin.?
Santino cast his eyes up at the ceiling. 揊uck. I should have realized it. I抳e known you for years. But you didn抰 act like you didn抰 know what you were doing.?
揑 wanted to impress you.?
Santino leveled his brown eyes on me. 揧ou did.?He paused. 揃ut that was a lot for a first experience.?
I bit my lip. 揧ep. I learned more than I bargained for.?I giggled nervously. I hated the sound. 揈specially your thumb in my butt.?
He shook his head. 揂re you okay with it??
I leaned up, grinning. 揥hat if I said no??
Santino didn抰 smile.
揥ould you apologize for fucking my mouth??
揧ou know how much I hate if you talk like that.?
揑 know.?
Santino growled, grabbed my hips, and threw me on my back. Then he pressed between my legs and shoved my arms up above my head, his fingers tight around my wrists. His hips pressed into me and his tip entered me. I stopped breathing, my sore flesh aching at the intrusion.
Santino stopped, his touch on my wrist becoming gentler.
揇on抰 stop,?I whispered.
He shook his head with a low chuckle. He didn抰 pull out but he didn抰 enter me farther either. His thumb stroked along my pulse point as his head dipped and he snatched up my nipple between his teeth. I tensed then moaned when his tongue circled my puckered nub. For a long time, Santino抯 lips and tongue lavished my breasts and only our low breathing could be heard in the room. Soon he reached between us and guided his tip back and forth over my opening and clit. I panted at the small lightning bolts of pleasure that radiated through me at the firm pressure against my sensitive nub.
I was soon slick with arousal and panting for more. Santino looked up from my breasts. 揧ou want more??
揂ll of you,?I said.
His smile widened, becoming hungrier and more possessive. He flipped us over, making me cry out in surprise as I suddenly found myself on top of him, straddling his hips. His cock pressed against my pussy, his tip digging into my belly insistently. His balls pressed against my pussy, and that felt strangely erotic too.
I straightened my back, my palms pressed against Santino抯 abs as I looked down at him. 揜eady to ride me??Santino asked with a dirty grin.