I stopped my silly pantomiming, trying not to laugh. She could obviously see this and shot me a look. “Yeah, you’re so woke, I bet you don’t sleep.”
She rolled her eyes. “Well, it’s hard sometimes when you were taught that being ladylike was desirable in a woman. I wore a girdle and slip for thirty years . . . to bed with your father.”
“Well, that explains Crystalle.” I tossed her a smile. “I know. You’re trying, Mama. And I’m proud of you. And look, you can even make your own martini. I thought you didn’t know how.”
She rolled her eyes again. “I’ve been making martinis since I was fifteen. Made them for your grandfather and all his old cronies. Now, how’s your Ruby? She progressing on her little fashion venture? Color me interested.”
“Really? Like in an investment?”
“Well, I’m damned sure not going to invest in whatever your husband is after me about. He called again today. It’s getting uncomfortable, sugar. Does the man not understand no means no?”
“Look. Don’t worry. He’s about to—”
“Mom!” the shout came from the back of the house.
“In the kitchen,” I called back, turning to the sink and applying some dish soap to the tattoo. No way Julia Kate would miss it.
“Oh my God. You forgot to sign the permission slip!” Julia Kate came stomping into the kitchen waving her phone. Her ponytail was lopsided, and a sleep line ran across one cheek.
“What permission slip?”
“Exactly,” she said, waving the phone again. “And now I can’t be in Kaitlyn’s group. It filled up. I mean, what is even wrong with you? You’re always gone, and you never forget this kind of stuff. I can’t believe that I have to be in stupid Geoffrey Mourad’s group. He picks his nose.”
My mother looked at me. I wasn’t sure if she was waiting for me to correct my daughter for yelling at me or if she, too, was wondering why I was not on the ball. God, if they only knew what I knew.
I pulled a paper towel from the holder and wiped my hands. Tattoo was staying for the time being. I watched Julia Kate’s eyes drop to the somewhat faded tat.
“First, don’t enter a room ranting at me. I’m your mother and deserve a modicum of respect. Second, I don’t know what you’re talking about, so slow down and walk me through it.”
“Wait. Why do you have a tattoo?” Julia Kate asked, sliding onto the stool next to my mother and setting the paper she’d been waving on the countertop.
I arched my brow.
She accepted her fate. “I’m sorry for yelling at you, Mama. Now, why do you have a tat on your arm? And of something so weird?”
Accepting her apology with a nod, I said, “Ruby and I were just playing around. She’s designing dresses—a really fun, gorgeous line of dresses—and we were goofing off.” I was amazed at how easily the lie slipped off my tongue. Wasn’t like I could tell her that I was spying on her cheating, no-good father. And that thought made my heart hurt.
I looked at my gangly, awkward Julia Kate with her colorful banded braces and just-budding womanhood and felt such sorrow. Poor child. Poor entitled, spoiled little girl who would soon learn the hard truths of the world. How could I save her from the hurt and shame? How could I fix this? I hadn’t a clue how to protect a girl whose world would turn upside down any more than I knew how to straighten out my own wrecked world. I only knew that I had to protect Julia Kate as much as I could while also letting the truth rise above the shame of having a father who did, well, what Scott was doing. My first inclination was always to cover up and present the best version of everything. But there was no best version of a man cheating on his family and possibly helping to hoodwink his community of friends and business associates into something that could force them to lose their life’s savings.
“Weird,” Julia Kate said, but with a little smile that told me she thought I was funny. “I like Ruby. She’s cool.”
“Oh, so her tats are cool, but my temporary one is weird.”
Julia Kate smiled cheekily. “Pretty much.”
My mother sipped her martini, her eyes twinkling, which was very uncharacteristic of her. But the woman was pretty nuts about Julia Kate. “Your hair needs a trim, Julia. Why don’t you let me call Brad? He could give you some lowlights and give you a becoming cut. You’re going to be a beauty, my darling, but you must learn to wash your face and try to look as if you didn’t emerge from a cave. Let me see your nails. Oh, and we should have Therese measure her for a proper brassiere.”