“I know, Claire. Ken as in a Ken doll.”
“Oh.” Claire laughed and rubbed her forehead. “God, sorry. I’m usually better with jokes than this.”
“Well, you’ve got a lot going on. With Josh and everything.”
Delilah’s tone was suddenly razor-sharp, cutting through all that previous happy and making Claire freeze. She looked at the other woman, at the cool expression on her face.
Too cool.
Delilah’s mouth was tight and her fingertips were white on her full wineglass. She seemed to realize quickly that she was all locked up, because she suddenly stood, tossing the ghost card onto the sofa before grabbing the wine bottle and heading into the kitchen.
“Your stress is understandable, is all I’m saying,” she said as she went.
Claire got up too, stacked the oracle cards on the coffee table, and followed her. “Delilah.”
Delilah set the bottle and glass on the counter, then waved a hand like she hadn’t just spit Josh’s name out like she was talking about the bubonic plague.
She was . . . jealous.
Holy shit, Delilah Green was jealous of Josh.
Claire’s pulse picked up, her breath short and fast in her lungs. She needed to figure out what to do here, and quickly. On the one hand, she was positive Delilah wanted her to act like it had never happened, but on the other, Delilah’s jealousy made Claire want her even more, made everything in her hum and pop.
She set her own wine aside and then rounded the island so she was perpendicular with Delilah. Not quite next to her, but closer. Baby steps.
“Are . . . are we going to talk about the other night?” she asked. The perfect segue, and dear god, she actually really needed to talk about the other night.
Or replicate it immediately. Either one.
Delilah sighed, tucked her hair behind her ears. Her locks were so thick, the strands popped right back out. Claire had a desperate urge to reach over and push her hair out of her face herself.
“We probably shouldn’t,” Delilah said.
“Why not?”
“Because I drew the praying mantis card and that could mean terrible things for you.”
“Well, I drew every single sex card in the deck, apparently,” Claire said, laughing to try to bring back the lightness between them.
Delilah didn’t laugh though. “We shouldn’t talk about it because . . .” But then she didn’t finish her sentence. She just looked at Claire, gaze searching, flicking down to her mouth, lingering there before moving back to Claire’s eyes.
“Because?” Claire said.
“Because Josh,” Delilah said.
“He’s my co-parent,” Claire said. “He’s not . . . We’re not like that.”
“But you have been? I mean, since you’ve broken up?”
Claire blinked but wanted to be honest. “Yeah. But not for a while. Over two years ago.”
“But it’s still complicated.”
“Why do you care?”
The question slipped out, spoken sharply and softly at the same time. Delilah watched her for a second and then slid around the island’s corner, closer and closer. Claire’s body shifted with her until they were standing right in front of each other, her lower back pressed against the quartz.
Delilah stepped into her space, arms on either side of Claire’s hips, braced against the counter and hemming her in. Instinctively, Claire’s hands went to Delilah’s waist, fingers curling through the cotton of her shirt. She tugged a little, pulling Delilah that much closer. Their hips aligned, breasts, not an inch of space between their bodies.
Delilah leaned in, her bottom lip barely whispering against Claire’s.
“I don’t care,” she said.
And that was all it took for Claire to slide a hand into Delilah’s hair and close the last bit of distance between them.
* * *
THIS KISS WASN’T like the one at the vineyard. That kiss had started slow and tentative, a crawl toward a walking pace.
This kiss was a starter pistol, a leap off the block into a sprint. Tongues and teeth, gasps into open mouths. Claire had never felt so desperate to get close to someone. She wanted to climb this woman, rip her clothes off, and lick a stripe from her navel to that pretty dip in her collarbone. She buried both hands in Delilah’s curls, tilting her head to get a new angle, tongue sweeping and tasting, wine and spring rain, a whisper of mint. Delilah’s hands roamed, sliding up Claire’s arms to her face, then back down again to her hips. Her fingers curled under Claire’s shirt, skin against skin. Goose bumps erupted, and a moan slipped out of Claire’s mouth into Delilah’s.