Finally.
“Quit texting under the table,” Josh mutters.
I shake my head, thumbing open the message. “Hang on. It’s her.” I read the text aloud. “Can you please tell the guys sorry? I’m so embarrassed.”
Luke looks confused. “Why is she embarrassed? We’re her friends. I’ve seen you get drunk and do much more destructive things than talk about your feelings.”
“Uh, because she hates emotion?” I remind him. “Crying in front of people is probably her idea of literal Hell.” I swipe to respond to the text. “I’ll tell her we all suffered simultaneous traumatic head injuries and are now suffering from a very specific form of amnesia, yeah?”
Luke’s mouth presses into a firm line. He looks grimly back down at his notes.
I think we were all shocked by what happened last night. It was so out of character for Layla. I’ve never seen her cry. She’s usually so on top of her shit. I actually think that’s why she can’t find a guy — I reckon she’s intimidating them.
Hell, when we first met her, I thought she hated me. It was the day she was moving into the building. I heard a girl was moving into the flat opposite, so obviously I went over to see if she needed any help. She refused me with a tight smile, disappeared into her flat, and avoided me for the next month.
I thought she was cold. Aloof. Kinda stuck up. The more I got to know her, though, the more I realised that she’s not really any of those things. She’s just shy. Some girls are shy and soft; Layla is shy and hard. Because she acts confident, and dresses like a supermodel, and makes a shitton of money, people interpret her social awkwardness as being rude, but she’s really just a dork.
It took a hell of a lot of time for her to let down her guard around us, but when she did, it was worth it. She’s great. She does what she wants, and she doesn’t care what other people think of her. Hell, she models her own underwear designs online, for God’s sake. Puts pictures of herself half-naked on social media, even though she gets a ton of creepy guys leaving gross comments on them. She doesn’t care. She wants to model her stuff, so she does.
Which was why seeing her break down last night was so odd. I’ve never seen that side of Layla. I don’t like the thought that she’s been all sad and alone in her apartment, right at the other side of the hall.
“We should do something,” Josh mutters.
I fight the urge to roll my eyes. Josh has been head-over-heels for Layla ever since they met, but he won’t admit it. It’s obvious, though. When she’s happy about something, he’s wandering around the flat, humming under his breath. When she’s stressed, he gets all moody. He’s filled our kitchen cupboard with all of her favourite snacks, and lights up whenever she texts him. Seeing her cry probably killed him.
“We could just… do what she asked,” I point out. “Helping people with their relationships is literally what we do.”
“We’re not dating the girl,” Luke cuts in, sounding exhausted. “And she doesn’t need our help.”
“Then why was she crying in our living room?” Josh snaps back. “You saw her.”
“She was drunk.”
“That doesn’t mean that she wasn’t really upset.” He glances back down at the emails in front of him. “I think we should help her. Yeah, we can’t accept money, but maybe we could still… take her on a few practice dates, or something. Just to get her used to it.”
Luke stares. “You’re joking, right?”
“She said that she feels comfortable with us!” Josh argues. “That’s a big deal.”
Luke’s jaw stiffens. “Well, I don’t know if I feel comfortable telling a former student how to improve her love life.”
“You’ve got to get over this, man,” I tell him. “She’s not your student anymore. Come on, what’s the point of doing this job if we can’t even help people we care about?”
Before Luke can retort, there’s a knock on the door. “Guys?” Paul, our manager, calls through the wood. “Can I come in?”
I rub my eyes. I hate this guy. Ever since the podcast blew up years ago, we’ve been working for a media company. Buzztone. They produce a ton of podcasts.
I hate them. They can cut our pay whenever they want, they pick crappy sponsors, and we’re not even allowed to swear on our own show. And to top it all off, Paul is a money-hungry git.
“You may as well,” Josh calls tiredly, taking off his headphones. “We’re not getting anything done here.”