He groans and pulls me back in for another plunging kiss. I sag as his tongue swirls in my mouth. When we finally pull apart, my head is spinning. All of the colours in the room seem too bright. I may need to sit down. Slowly, he loops his fingers around my wrist, brushing his fingertip lightly along the sensitive skin of my pulse.
“Me and Josh are good,” Zack says to my left, bringing me back to earth. “We both got checked last week.”
I can’t help but smile. “Aw. You guys go together?”
“Don’t like needles,” Zack says with a grimace. “Medical shit… weirds me out. Spent enough time in hospitals to last me ‘til I die.”
I lean against Luke. “Does Josh hold your hand? Give you juice boxes?”
Josh comes to join us, stepping up to my right side. “No,” he says shortly, pressing a kiss to my temple. “But he wouldn’t go if I didn’t drive him.”
“Works out best for him in the end,” Zack nods. “If I don’t get tested, I can’t get it on. And when I can’t get laid…”
“He’s a nightmare to live with,” Josh mutters.
I smile. Josh likes to pretend he’s all business — a robot who only cares about facts and figures and sales graphs. But deep down, he cares so much about his friends. “Well, then.” I wave a hand. “I’m clean. And on the pill. So.”
“Hm.” Josh presses closer, kissing my jaw. “Why do you ask?”
“Why do you think?”
“You want us to come inside you?” He breathes in my ear.
“No,” I say, “I’m just concerned for your health.”
I feel him smile into my neck. He strokes his hand down my thigh. “Why do you want to know if we’re clean?” He repeats.
Luke looks confused. “Am I missing something? I’m assuming she wants us to take her raw.”
I choke on my own spit. Hearing dirty talk coming out of my old professor’s mouth just feels wrong.
It might be a tiny bit hot.
“We’re trying to get her more comfortable talking about what she wants,” Josh explains over my head.
“Ah.” Luke surveys me. “I never knew she had an issue with that.”
“She doesn’t, in literally any other area of her life,” Zack chimes in, pulling off his shirt. “We’re on a personal mission to fulfill as many of her fantasies as possible. She gave us a list, obviously. It’s going to be a hell of a lot easier now you’ve got your head out of your backside, let me tell you. Most of them involved a third guy. I was gonna start swiping through Tinder.”
“Interesting,” Luke says slowly. He turns to me. “Tell me what you want,” he orders.
I swallow. “No rubbers,” I say, heat flushing through me. “I want all three of you. Coming on me, or in me… I don’t know. I just…” I squirm under Luke’s steely gaze. “I want all of you. I want to be full up and covered in you. Wet.”
Luke’s eyes flash. He wraps his hand around my throat, pushing me back against the wall. I gasp as he kisses me again. “You’re going to show me this list,” he says against my mouth. “And we’ll go through it together.”
“God,” I pant. “I like when you do that.”
“What?” He starts pressing a chain of kisses down the side of my throat. I hear the sound of rumpling clothes as Josh undresses, but I ignore it, meeting Luke kiss for kiss.
“Push me around. Tell me what to do.”
“Good,” he says roughly, biting the juncture between my neck and shoulder. I melt against him.
“Hey,” Zack says indignantly. “You don’t let me tell you what to do! I told you to get on your hands and knees the other day, and you told me to make violent love to myself!”
My eyes fall half-shut. “I-it’s not hot when you do it.”
He’s outraged. “Excuse me? Everything is hot when I do it!”
“Quit talking,” Luke orders. “Make yourself useful and eat her out.”
I shiver.
Zack considers for a moment. “Nope.” He decides. “I want to try something new.” Sidling in close to me, he slips a finger down over the seat of my panties, tracing it along the line of my asscrack. I freeze against Luke, my heart thudding.
“Yes?” Zack purrs in my ear.
I close my eyes and nod.
He gives me an approving little pat. “Atta girl. We’re gonna have to relocate for this.”