It is late, so we head back to Clairmont, but when we come upon the house, our parents are sitting on the porch. A record sings out through the screen door that leads to the dining room. Classical music, a string quartet.
“Oh damn. The wine,” I say. The bottle is empty, in my hand. Bess holds the paper cups.
“If they see it, they’ll lock us down all summer,” says Penny.
“I know,” adds Bess, who knows nothing. “Can we throw it over the edge?” She means the edge of the wooden walkway we are standing on. Below it are grass and low bushes of beach roses.
“No,” says Penny. “Someone will find it and know it was us.”
“We can scootch it under the walkway,” says Bess.
“Shhh,” I tell them. “I have an idea.”
I lead them back toward the northeast side of the island. “Where are we going?” asks Bess.
“You’ll see.” It is fun to have her wide-eyed and following. The feeling slides around me like a warm sweater. It was I who made that mean girl from the soccer team leave Bess alone in the locker room. It was I who thought to tell our parents that Penny was visiting Erin when she wanted to go off with Lachlan. It was I who got Penny reinstated on the tennis team. I am like our father this way. He always has a way forward. He’s a fixer.
We head to Goose Cottage. It’s a small house compared to the others, with four sweet bedrooms under slanted ceilings, and only a galley kitchen. No one is staying there at present.
I open the door—our doors are always unlocked on the island—and put the wine bottle in the recycling bin there. I take the paper cups from Bess, rinse the wine off them, and put them in the trash. “Problem solved.”
We stand in the empty living room, touching familiar objects and reacquainting ourselves with the space. The windows look out over the sea. The television set is dusty.
“Hey hey hey hey.” A sound carries on the wind. It is almost like a voice, very soft. It sings the words. Just a whisper.
“What was that?” asks Penny.
“Hey hey hey hey.” It comes again.
“It sounds like a cat,” says Bess.
“There can’t be a cat on the island,” I say. “How would it even get here?”
“It could be Gerrard’s,” says Bess.
“He doesn’t live here,” I say. “He goes home most nights.”
“It’s not a cat,” says Penny. “It—it sounds like Rosemary.”
“Hey hey hey hey.” The sound is musical, like the opening of a Simple Minds song that was popular a couple summers ago.
“She loved that song,” says Bess. “Oh my god. She was always singing it.”
Penny starts singing. “La, la la la la. La la la la.” A bit from the bridge.
“Don’t be creepy,” I say sharply to Penny. “You’ll scare Bess.”
“I’m already scared,” says Bess. “Doesn’t it sound like Rosemary?”
A chill scuttles through me.
But I don’t believe in ghosts. And we are a little drunk. There is no reason to work ourselves up.
“Woooooooo!” says Penny. “In the guesthouse, no one can hear you scream.”
“Penny!” cries Bess.
“Penny, stop,” I say. “It’s probably a seagull looking for its mate. Or a seal or something. We need to rinse our mouths out. There will be toothpaste in the upstairs bathroom.”
My sisters follow me upstairs. We flip on the bright bathroom light and the exhaust fan whirs, drowning out the sounds of the sea and whatever else.
The toothpaste is stiff and yucky from sitting in the medicine cabinet all year. We squeeze it onto our index fingers and rub our teeth and tongues, cleaning the wine off our breath.
Bess is giddy, now that she’s done being scared, and the wine has gone to her head. “We’re so bad,” she says. “And we’re all high schoolers now. I’m gonna be hanging out with you. Erin’ll be here. So much fun, right? This is going to be the best summer.”
I am suddenly angry. “Stop.” I grab Bess’s shoulders, hard. “Don’t say that.”
“What?”
“The best summer.”
“I just—”
“It is not the best summer.”
“I just meant, we’re going to— It’s going to be fun, that’s all. Staying up late, sneaking in the guesthouse.”
“Rosemary is gone,” I say, close to her face. “How can you say best summer? She is gone.”