The freeway glowed with stop-and-go brake lights. We barely moved: no more than ten, twelve, fifteen miles an hour. Seven thirty at night, the sky was a washed-out indigo, a few dirty gray wisps hanging low. No doubt Shamu was a hoopty, but she was ours. Well, she was Fiona’s. Which meant she was mine, too. We were best friends; we shared everything.
Won leaned forward from the back seat. “Lucky this place doesn’t card,” he said. “You guys are dumb if you think those janky IDs will get you anywhere.”
“Put on your seat belt before I get a ticket,” Fiona said.
Won told her the name of the exit, somewhere off the 5 in Garden Grove. He was taking us to a “sooljip,” he called it.
“Trust me,” Won said. “It’s gonna work out. Just be cool. You hear that, Jane?”
“Shut up,” I said. “I can be cool—”
“Behind there—it’s that place in the corner.”
I looked out the windshield to where Won was pointing.
Fiona steered into the parking lot of a strip mall. She hesitated. “Should I— Right in front?”
Between a brightly lit twenty-four-hour donut shop and a dry cleaners with its pleated metal shutter pulled down for the night, there stood an unmarked storefront with a row of large windows, the glass tinted black. You couldn’t see inside at all. A neon sign buzzed red in one of the darkened panes, something spelled out in Korean characters.
I exchanged a quick glance with Fiona before we climbed out of Shamu. I could see the excitement in her eyes, and that she was trying to hide it.
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We trailed in behind Won and sat down at a booth. The place looked nothing like the bars I’d seen on TV. First of all, there was no bar to speak of, no bartender standing behind a long countertop lined with stools. There were tables and chairs and booths, just like at a restaurant, except the lights were dimmed. I smelled fry oil and garlic in the air, and some cleaning agent, a chemical scent like a chlorine, but covered by citrus. The walls were papered in newsprint comic strips and glossy magazine ads that people had tagged over with black Sharpie markers in English and Korean.
When the waiter approached, Won did all the talking. His voice sounded different in Korean. Harder, somehow, like stone striking stone. The waiter, unsmiling, tipped his head toward Fiona and me. The name tag pinned to his black button-down shirt read sung. A raised pink scar stretched from his left ear to his chin, where a thin patch of short black hairs sprouted. I noticed Fiona watching him. Won answered him, and the waiter nodded, then backed away.
“What’d he say?” I asked.
“It’s cool,” said Won.
“Should we show him our IDs?”
Won just shook his head and laughed. A minute later, the waiter materialized with a tall pitcher of beer and three frosted mugs on a tray. We fell into a nervous silence as he placed everything on the table. Soon as he walked off, Fiona and I looked at each other and busted up laughing.
Won poured out three glasses. My first taste of beer nearly made me gag. I sipped slowly, trying to get used to the bitter taste, the bubbles burning down my throat. Half a glass in, I felt heady, my face warm to the touch.
“You like it?” Won said. “This is nice, right?”
A loud burp escaped Fiona’s throat, and she clapped a hand over her mouth.
“I don’t know how I feel,” I replied honestly. “Is this drunk? Am I?” Won refilled my glass.
“Won, I love you,” Fiona said. He grunted. “No, really,” she said earnestly. “I love you.” She turned to me. “And, Jane, I love you, too. I love you the most.”
“This one turns into a happy ass.” Won looked as pleased as I’d ever seen him. “What about you?”
“Jane,” said Fiona from across the table. “Girl, you okay?”
“I love you, too,” I said.
“Oh shit,” Won said. “You’re one of those depressed drunks.”
“What?” I said. “No I’m not.”
“Two types,” Won said knowingly. “You’re not going to start crying, are you?”
“The waiter,” Fiona said. “He’s kind of cute.”
“Him?” Won said. “You got on beer goggles.”
“I do?” Fiona said. “What’s that?” Then she laughed again.
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Fiona, Won, and I have been friends since second grade, Miss King’s class. Same junior high and same high school, too, until Won got tossed last year, when we were sophomores. He was already on probation for ditching, a couple of fights, some other stuff. Then one day last April this football player, a big Samoan dude, decided to punk him for no good reason.