That was a sickening enough lie to make me wonder if I would have been able to keep my temper had I not lost my memory. If I could remember my mothers, my sisters, and my symbionts, if I could recall my father and my brothers as anything more than kindly strangers, I might not have been able to bear it. I thought Russell might have said it hoping to make me angry, hoping to pay me back for what I said to Milo.
Vladimir Leontyev spoke up. “Russell, are you saying that you know as a matter of fact that neither your father, your brothers, your sons, or their sons were involved in collecting a group of human males, making them your tools, and then sending them to kill the Petrescu, Matthews, and Gordon families?”
Russell looked offended. “I don’t believe any member of my family would do such a thing,” he said.
Vladimir shook his head. “That isn’t what I asked. Do you know for a fact that no member of your family did this?”
“I haven’t investigated my family,” he said. “I’m not a human police detective.”
“So you don’t know for certain whether or not members of your family did this?”
“I don’t believe they did!” He paused and looked away from Vladimir. “But I don’t know with absolute certainty.”
I didn’t believe him. I don’t think I would have believed him even if I hadn’t helped to question Victor and his friends. Russell knew what his relatives had been up to, and now he was lying about it. By his silence or by his active participation, he had helped to murder my families.
“I have a question for Shori,” Katharine Dahlman said.
I looked at her with interest. I hadn’t made up my mind about her yet. How close was she to the Silks and what they had done?
“I’m sorry to ask you about things that may be painful to you,” she said, “but what do you remember about your mothers and your sisters?”
“Nothing,” I said. “Nothing at all.”
“Their names?”
“I’ve been told that my sisters were named Barbara and Helen.”
“And your mothers? Your eldermothers?”
“I don’t know.”
“Your symbionts … how many symbionts did you have?”
“I’m told I had seven. I don’t remember any of them.”
“You recall no names? Nothing?”
“Nothing.”
“So you feel nothing for these people who were once closer to you than any others?”
I looked downward. “It’s as though they’re strangers. It’s terrible to me that I can’t recall them even enough to mourn them. I hate that they are dead—my families—but for me, it’s as though they never lived.”
“Thank you for your honesty,” she said. I still didn’t know what to think of her. She didn’t like me, but she was polite. Did she dislike me because what I said endangered the Silks? Or did she dislike me because I was part human?
“Do you know how old you are, Shori?” Russell asked.
“My father told me I am fifty-three.”
“And … do you know how tall you are, how much you weigh?”
“I’m 4 feet 11 inches tall. I don’t know what I weigh.”
“Do you know what the average height is for an Ina female your age?”
“I have no idea.”
“The average is 5 feet 6 inches. What does that say to you?”
I stared at him, then gave the 5 foot 7 inch Katharine Dahlman a long look. Finally, I faced him again. At least I wasn’t the only person who asked questions without fully considering the effects of the answers. “I’m not sure what you want me to say,” I told him.
He glared at me for a moment, then said, “Apart from what you say the three captive human captives told you, do you have any evidence at all that the Silk family has done anything to harm your families?”
“Three humans questioned separately and all telling the same story? Yes, that’s all I have, Russell.”
We questioned each other repeatedly, Russell Silk and I and our advocates. Factual questions only. Were you told … ? Did you see … ? Did you hear …？ Did you scent …？ Did you taste …？
No speeches were permitted, no arguments except through questions, no interrupting each other. Preston Gordon could and did cut us off, though, whenever he heard us stray from these guidelines. He did this with a fairness that infuriated both Russell and me, and he paid no attention when we glared at him.
The Council members could ask us questions and question our answers. The purpose of accused and accuser questioning one another was to give the Council the opportunity to make use of their formidable senses. They watched, listened, and breathed the air as we spoke. Together, they had thousands of years of experience reading body language.