My rainy days with Dominic are scarce because he stays so busy with running the garage and with hood business, sometimes I have to wait days just to lay eyes on him. That’s why tonight is so special, and I’m soaking up every minute because there’s an inkling inside of me that reminds me one day this will all end—whether it be the day that I leave Triple Falls for college or whether they leave me for someone else.
I rarely let my mind go there because just the thought of it ruins me.
My dreams are filled with them, riddled with them every night. Lately, I’ve been brushing up on my French with a new app, and Dominic sometimes entertains me when we’re together, though he’s rusty himself, the moody Frenchman.
But he does, they both do, they indulge me, and they’ve allowed me this time to be selfish, and it’s been the best summer of my life.
So tonight, I’m going to try like hell to live in the now.
The unmistakable sound of his Camaro tearing down the drive has me smiling as I survey my appearance one last time. Today had been especially hot, but I left my hair down because he likes it this way, constantly pulling the hair ties out when I have it up and throwing them in the trash. He isn’t a fan of makeup either, because he also tosses it when I leave it in his bathroom.
The motherfucker.
But there’s so much I love about Dominic. About the way he communicates with me without saying a word.
I can read him more easily now, gauge his moods, his dislikes, his preferences. Outside the bedroom, you wouldn’t know we are together. Inside the bedroom, he doesn’t go more than minutes without his hands and lips on me.
I love it.
Some part of me thinks I should be offended by his refusal to acknowledge us publicly. Still, another part of me knows it’s just his way, and that he’s probably protecting me from the small-town gossips because Sean and I have been seen quite often around town in a lip lock.
And I am guilty. But I do things often, that I hope show Dominic I’m just as devoted to him.
My time, heart, and attention are distributed as equally as I can spare them, and somehow against the laws of monogamy and human nature, we work. We’re working, and I’m starting to believe them.
There’s no jealousy, no bickering, and no fighting unless the fight is mine. I’ve tried daily for the past few weeks to accept that my heart is split and fully capable of loving both of them, but I don’t see this arrangement as fair to either.
So for now, I’ll take what I can get.
Grabbing my purse, I haul ass down the stairs, leaving my cell phone behind.
I slip outside and smile when Dominic pulls up, his Camaro newly waxed and gleaming.
I slip in and fight the urge to kiss him.
“Hey,” I say, and he takes off. We ride for a few minutes in silence, my fingers aching to touch him. He smirks, keeping his eyes ahead, and I know he knows what I’m thinking.
I roll my eyes. “Asshole.”
“And here I put on a clean T-shirt just to be insulted.”
“We’re alone, you know,” I point out, knowing the minute we’re behind closed doors, he’ll be touching me, and I’ll be begging him not to stop.
“I’m driving. Show some restraint, woman. And we’re never alone.”
I glance around the cabin. “You got some imaginary friend in here?”
“Cecelia.” His face goes blank, and I wait for what seems like an eternity until he speaks. “We’ll be alone later.” It’s as close to a promise as I’m going to get and I decide it’s enough.
“I can keep my hands to myself, you know.”
“Sure you can.”
Smug bastard.
Lips twitching, he shifts, his muscular forearm bulging due to the firm grip he has on the wheel.
“When are you going to let me drive?”
“Easy, never.”
“Seriously?”
“Only one other person has a key to this car, and it won’t ever be used.”
“You know I’ll be searching Sean’s room from top to bottom, right?”
His chest bounces. “Good luck with that.”
“I will drive this car someday, Dominic. Bet on it.”
He takes me to Asheville, where we dine on an outdoor patio. The city is nestled in the heart of the Blue Ridge, but it’s far more populated than Triple Falls and likely the reason why we drove forty minutes out of our way. But dinner is delicious, and being with him in this capacity is equally as intoxicating. I love being on the opposite side of the table, studying his face, his dark lashes as he scans the menu before ordering for us both. He opens my doors, tips ridiculously, and smiles—really smiles—more than once. The man is no stranger to proper date etiquette, nor is he a stranger to the ways of a gentleman, which only makes me question his initial reception of me. When we met, he’d acted like an obnoxious pig to the extreme.