The horn blasted for a third time.
The water began to churn.
Rielle took a deep breath—and dove under.
18
Eliana
“My story is the same as all the others. Everyone I love has died; all my nightmares have come to life. Our world is lost, and so are we. There. Will that make a good story for your collection?”
—Collection of stories written by refugees in occupied Ventera
Curated by Hob Cavaserra
After dinner, Eliana claimed a seat in one of the busier common areas of Crown’s Hollow and cleaned her knives.
From her stool by the fire, she could see everything in the low-ceilinged room: Red Crown soldiers switching watch shifts, supplies being tallied, refugees being carried into the sick wing on makeshift stretchers.
According to Simon, they would leave Crown’s Hollow in the morning, once fresh horses had arrived. Until then, her spot by the fire was the perfect place to settle and notice everything worth noticing. Most of the passing rebels didn’t look twice at her. Maybe Simon had decided it was best to keep word of her identity from spreading.
A pity, that.
Her blades were hungry.
Remy lay beside her, head resting on his folded jacket as he read the latest entry in his notebook. Patrik had loaned him a pen; fresh ink smudged his fingers.
“Can we go to bed yet?” he asked with a yawn.
“No.”
“Why not?”
“Too much work to do.” She held up Nox, her crescent-shaped blade, and rubbed at smudges that didn’t exist.
Remy set his notebook aside. “You’re lying.”
She smiled at him. “Am not.”
“You’re not telling the whole truth, then.”
Eliana glanced up as Navi sat down beside them.
“Eliana,” Navi said in greeting.
“Your Highness.” Eliana gave her a mocking bow.
Navi ignored her, looked instead to Remy. “Hello there, my friend. Did you like your supper?”
Remy nodded and passed Navi his notebook. “I wrote down the story you told me about Saint Tameryn and the wolf. I changed some things.”
“For the better, I’d wager.” Navi scooted closer to him and settled his notebook in her lap. “I didn’t do the story justice.”
Remy flushed pink. “I liked it.”
“You know, I think I’m ready for bed after all.” Eliana folded her knives into a rag she’d snatched off a crate. “Remy, let’s go.”
He frowned at her. “But Navi’s going to read my story!”
“I don’t care.”
“Oh, Eliana.” Navi touched Eliana’s hand. “I was hoping we could get to know each other a little.”
A taut humming cord inside Eliana gave way. Her surveillance efforts seemed unimportant in the face of a sudden, roaring fury.
“All right. Fine.” She faced Navi, legs crossed, as though they were friends exchanging secrets. “Remy and I are risking our lives to get you to Astavar. What intelligence are you carrying that’s so important?”
Navi’s smile was as patient as Eliana’s was brittle. “You know I can’t tell you that.”
“Where was my mother taken? What’s happened to her?”
Remy sat up. “El…”
“I don’t know the answer to that.”
“And where was Astavar when Ventera fell?”
Navi’s eyes narrowed. “I’m sorry?”
“Where was Astavar when the Empire stormed our borders? Raped our men, women, and children? Burned our libraries and farmlands? Executed our king and queen and their children on the steps of Saint Ghovan’s temple in Orline?”
Her body vibrated with anger. She pressed her palms flat to the floor. “Where was Astavar when my father was killed?”
All activity in the room had fallen tensely quiet. Eliana felt the eyes of a dozen rebels upon her.
“You were hiding,” Eliana continued, her voice soft. “Hoarding your food and your weapons. Fortifying your borders. You watched us bleed. You heard us scream for help. And did nothing.”
“I won’t apologize for my people doing whatever was necessary to keep themselves alive,” Navi said at last. “Just as you won’t apologize for what you’ve done to protect your family. And I wouldn’t ask you to.”
For a moment Eliana couldn’t speak. The truth of Navi’s words knocked her in the gut.
How can you live with it?
She ignored the memory of Harkan’s voice, held out a hand for Remy, and felt a cruel thrill when he obeyed.