“You are?” I ask in surprise. “Maybe I’m only half fae too. I don’t remember my parents well enough to know.”
“Could be.”
I’m relieved that we’re off the other subject, but now that reality is settling in, there are about a hundred other subjects cropping up in my mind. Subjects I don’t want to think about yet. I wrap my arms around myself, suddenly feeling incredibly tired.
The second he notices me shiver, Slade takes me by the hand. “Let’s get you back to the Grotto where you can rest.”
I don’t even have the energy to ask what the Grotto is. I simply let him scoop me up in some gold-stained blankets that he insists on wrapping me in. Once he’s satisfied that I’m bundled up, he carries me out of the cave, where we’re blasted with a snowstorm.
My spirit sinks a little at the cold, shriveling away from the drab, frigid sky. Without the shelter of the cave, the howling wind that I’d underestimated whips through us so hard that I’m surprised Slade doesn’t get knocked over.
Night seems to have fallen, and it’s spun with flakes of snow that whip around us. This is no soft and silent snowfall by any means. Fortunately, he has me so bundled up that only part of my face is out in the open. Even still, I feel frozen through within a minute of being outside.
Yet even in these less than ideal conditions, I find myself being lulled into an almost-sleep. With Slade’s arms around me and the steady gait of his walk, I burrow closer to him, a sigh passing through my lips as I close my eyes and turn off all my thoughts, turn off all my memories.
Because I don’t want to think of those. I don’t want to face them.
Not yet.
For now, I just want to feel his arms around me and ignore everything else.
I must doze off more than I really intended to though, because I’m roused again by the sound of voices. Instantly, I can tell that I’m no longer outside in the cold, because there’s a warmth that surrounds me, and the sound of the wind is gone.
“…let her sleep. It’s late.” That’s Slade’s voice. I realize even though we’re now inside and he isn’t carrying me through a blizzard, he’s still holding me. Like he doesn’t want to let me go.
My heart breaks a little at that.
I hear someone else scoff. “I don’t care if it’s late, she needs to eat. She’s been sleeping for four days. She’s done. Gildy Locks, you’re done. Wake up!”
My eyelids flutter open when I recognize Lu’s voice, and I blink up at a smooth wooden ceiling before my gaze shifts to Slade’s face. He sighs when he sees I’m awake.
“Did that work?” Lu asks a second before her face appears above me.
“Of course it worked, it’s not like you were quiet about it,” he replies.
She grins when I glance up at her. “There you are. Stop being lazy.”
Slade makes a noise of warning, but I feel my lips tugging up into a smile.
“I’m in a house with five damn men, and they’re driving me nuts,” she tells me. “I need someone to commiserate with.”
“Gildy should commiserate with me,” I hear Judd cut in from somewhere across the room. “You’ve been mean.”
Lu spins around. “Beating your ass at cards every night doesn’t make me mean. It makes me superior.”
“Yeah, but stealing the wine does make you mean.”
She sniffs. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
With Slade’s help, I sit up, but he keeps me tucked against his lap on the oversized chair.
I look around curiously, taking in the unfamiliar space. It’s dark, save for a brick fireplace with a raised hearth that’s putting off a glow from the healthy fire. Not counting the exposed chimney, the rest of the walls in here are paneled wood, their color rich and polished. Aside from the forest green chair we’re currently sitting in, there’s a matching sofa to our right and another chair across from us. In the center of them all sits a wooden table with a thick white fur rug beneath it.
All in all, the space feels cozy. There are little touches too, like the coats hanging on hooks on a stand near the fireplace, the five pairs of boots lined up beside the hearth. There’s a savory scent coming from the open doorway that leads to a kitchen, and when I crane my head around, I can see what looks to be the front entryway door. This place has a homey sense, and I automatically relax when I note that it’s only Judd and Lu in the room with Slade and me.
When I turn my head back to Lu, my eye catches on the single window across from me. Frowning, I cock my head as I peer out. At first, I think the haze of blue must be the stars—though I’ve never seen them look like that. But the longer I study it, I realize that’s not right. I can see close shadows nearby, like maybe there’s a house with that strange lighting next door, but that doesn’t quite match up with what I’m seeing either.