William had been raised to exercise courtesy even in adverse circumstances, and thus merely took a forkful of the rabbit terrine and put it into his mouth instead of stabbing Fungo in the throat with it.
Now, had it been Campbell … but it wasn’t really Campbell’s malice that troubled him. He hadn’t realized how much it would bother him, not being a soldier anymore. He felt like an imposter, an interloper, a useless and despised lump, sitting here among soldiers in a waistcoat covered with fucking beetles, for God’s sake!
It was a large gathering, some thirty men, two-thirds of them in uniform, and he could feel the lines drawn between the civilians and the soldiers, clearly. Respect, certainly—but respect with an underlying scorn—on both sides.
“What a charming waistcoat, sir,” said the man across the table, smiling. “I admit to a great partiality for beetles. I had an uncle who collected them—he left his collection to the British Museum when he died.”
The man’s name was Preston, William thought—second secretary to the undersecretary of war, or something. Still, he wasn’t either sneering or leering; he had a strong though rather homely face, with a large, crooked nose that bore a pair of pince-nez, and obviously intended nothing more than friendly conversation.
“My cousin embroidered them for me, sir,” William said, with a slight bow. “Her father is a naturalist, and she assures me that they’re completely correct—save for the eyes, which were her particular fancy.”
“Your cousin?” Preston glanced at the next table, where Papa and Uncle Hal were engaged in conversation with Prévost and his two principal guests, a minor nobleman sent as a representative of Lord George Germain, the secretary of state for the colonies, and a dressy Frenchman of some sort. “Surely it is not the duke who is a naturalist. Oh—but of course, the uncle must be on your mother’s side?”
“Ah. No, sir, I have misled you. She is my cousin’s widow, my uncle’s daughter-in-law.” He tilted his head in the direction of Uncle Hal. “Her husband died as a prisoner of war in New Jersey, and she and her young son have taken refuge with … us.”
“My profound sympathies to the young woman, my lord,” Preston said, looking genuinely concerned. “I suppose her husband was an officer—do you know his regiment?”
“Yes,” William said, letting the “my lord” pass. “The Thirty-fourth. Why?”
“I am a very junior under-undersecretary of the War Office, my lord, charged with overseeing the support of our prisoners of war. Pitifully meager support, I am afraid,” he added, with a tightening of the mouth.
“In most cases, all I can do is to solicit and organize help from churches and compassionate Loyalists in the vicinity of the prisons. The Americans are so straitened in their means that they can scarce afford to feed their own troops, let alone their prisoners, and I blush to say that the same is often very nearly true of the British army as well.”
Preston sat back as two footmen arrived with the soup. “This is not the time or the place for such discussions,” Preston said, peering round a bowl descending in front of him. “But if you should be at leisure later, my lord, I should be most grateful if you would tell me what you can about your cousin and the conditions in which he was held. If—if it is not too painful,” he added hastily, with another glance at Uncle Hal.
“I should be happy to,” William said, taking up his silver soup spoon and essaying the lobster bisque. “Perhaps … we might meet at the Arches this evening? The Pink House, you know. I shouldn’t want to cause my uncle distress.” He glanced at Uncle Hal, too—his uncle appeared to be experiencing indigestion, whether of a physical or spiritual nature, and Papa was regarding his soup with a very fixed expression.
“Of course.” Mr. Preston glanced quickly at the duke and lowered his voice. “I—hesitate to ask, but do you think that your father might perhaps accompany you later? His experience with prisoners was of course some time ago, but—”
“Prisoners?” William felt something small and hard bob in his midsection, as though he’d inadvertently swallowed a golf ball. “My father?”
Mr. Preston blinked, taken back.
“Forgive me, my lord. I had thought—”
“That doesn’t matter.” William waved a hand. “What did you mean, though; his experience with prisoners?”
“Why—Lord John was the governor of a prison in Scotland, perhaps … twenty, twenty-five, perhaps … years ago? Now, what was the name … oh, of course. Ardsmuir. You did not know that? Dear me, I do beg your pardon.”