“Ever been married?”
Damn. He should have known better than to bring up the subject of previous relationships.
“Once,” he admitted. “An MC. It didn’t end well.”
“Statistically speaking, they usually don’t end well,” Lucy said.
“After it was over I decided to postpone any kind of marriage, MC or Covenant, until after I had my own Guild territory. I needed to focus on my job. Personal relationships get messy and complicated. I didn’t want to let myself get distracted.”
“I assume your need to focus on your career was what caused your MC to crash and burn?”
“It didn’t exactly crash and burn. There was nothing spectacular or dramatic about the ending. I came home from a mission one day and Angela was gone. She had moved out and filed for a divorce. I didn’t blame her. I spent too much time away from home. She got bored.”
“She moved out and you moved up the career ladder.”
“Like I said, not exactly a crash-and-burn ending.”
“Why the Guild?”
The simple question stopped him cold. Not because he didn’t know the answer. He did. He just did not want to have to put it into words. But Lucy was one of the few people who had a right to know. He was responsible for upending her life. She deserved the truth.
“I joined the Guild when I was eighteen,” he said. “Right out of high school. My parents were furious. They insisted I was making a huge mistake. I come from a long line of successful scientists, researchers, doctors, and educators. Everyone in our family goes to college and studies a respectable profession.”
“And the Guilds have always had an image problem.”
“Not always. Back at the start, the Guild men were considered heroes. They saved the city-states from Vincent Lee Vance and his followers.”
“Yeah, well, that happened a hundred years ago,” Lucy said. “Old news, as far as most people are concerned. The only reason the Guilds are still powerful is because you can’t do business without the kind of highly specialized Underworld security the Guilds provide.”
Anger sparked through him. “There were some bad outfits and some bad actors, but things are changing. We can’t afford to take the risk of disbanding the Guilds, not now. Every new discovery in the Underworld brings the possibility of unleashing some previously unknown catastrophic force. Who knows what the Aliens left behind? There’s a real possibility they had to abandon their colonies here on Harmony because they came up against something even they couldn’t handle.”
“Maybe.”
“If we stumble into whatever scared them off the planet, we don’t have the option of bailing. We’re stuck here on Harmony until we get back into space, and that’s a long time off. We have to survive here. The Guilds are the only organizations that can provide security down below, and—”
He broke off because Lucy was smiling. Her eyes were lit with genuine amusement.
“Sorry,” he muttered. “I tend to get carried away when it comes to that particular subject.”
“It’s all right. I like people who have a passion. I find them interesting.”
“Interesting?” he repeated cautiously.
“Yes. At least for a while.”
He winced. “Good to know.”
“So what you’re saying is that you defied your family to take up a career as a Guild man, and in order to prove yourself, you focused on getting to the top.”
“That sounds a bit simplistic, but it’s accurate.”
“There’s one bit you left out, and that’s the part that makes you interesting.”
“What?” he asked.
“I’m beginning to realize that, deep down, you’re a romantic at heart.”
“What the hell makes you say that?”
“You joined the Guild because you want to help save the world,” she said. “That kind of passion is very romantic.”
He came to an abrupt halt in the middle of the floor. “That’s ridiculous.”
She ignored him. “I should probably go find Otis. The fact that he has disappeared is not a good sign.”
“Don’t worry about him,” Gabriel said. “Otis will be fine. Everyone thinks he’s adorable, remember?”
Unlike, say, me.
Lucy hesitated. “I’m not sure it’s a good idea to leave him on his own for too long, not in a casino. There’s a lot of glitter and sparkle in the vicinity.”
“He can take care of himself.”