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Hamnet(53)

Author:Maggie O'Farrell

‘What?’ Bartholomew demands, as he comes within earshot. ‘Is she brought to bed? Is all well?’

‘Eh,’ the husband says, ‘the situation, such as it is, if indeed one might call it that, is—’

Bartholomew’s fingers seize the front of the husband’s jerkin. ‘Speak plainly,’ he says. ‘Now.’

‘She’s disappeared. We don’t know where she is. Someone saw her, early this morning, heading in this direction. Have you seen her? Have you any clue as to where she—’

‘You don’t know where she is?’ Bartholomew repeats. He stares at him for a long moment, his grip tightening on the jerkin, then speaks in a quiet, menacing voice: ‘I thought I made myself very clear. I told you to look after her. Didn’t I? I said that you were to take good care of her. The best of care.’

‘I have! I do!’ The husband struggles in his grasp but he is a good head and shoulders shorter than Bartholomew, who is a colossus of a man, with hands like bowls and shoulders like an oak tree.

From nowhere, and without warning, a bee drones between them; they feel the movement of it on their faces. Bartholomew reaches up instinctively, to flick it away, and the husband takes the opportunity to wrest himself from Bartholomew’s grasp.

He darts sideways, agile, ready, up on his toes.

‘Listen,’ he says, from his new distance, holding up his hands, bouncing from foot to foot, ‘I don’t want to fight you—’

Despite everything, Bartholomew wants to laugh. The idea of this pasty-faced scholar engaging in bare-knuckled combat with him is preposterous. ‘Damn right you don’t,’ he says.

‘We have the same end in mind here,’ the husband says, stepping back and forth, ‘you and I. Wouldn’t you say?’

‘What end would that be?’

‘We both want to find her. Don’t we? To make sure she’s safe. And the baby.’

At the thought of Agnes’s safety – and the baby’s – Bartholomew’s anger rises again, like a pot left on the boil.

‘You know,’ he mutters, ‘I have never really understood why my sister chose you, above all others. “What do you want to go marrying him for?” I said to her. “What use is he?”’ Bartholomew takes his crook and places it squarely between his feet. ‘You know what she said to me?’

The husband, standing straight as a reed now, arms folded, lips pressed together, shakes his head. ‘What did she say?’

‘That you had more hidden away inside you than anyone else she’d ever met.’

The husband stares, as if he can’t believe what he is hearing. His face is anguished, pained, astonished. ‘She said that?’

Bartholomew nods. ‘Now, I can’t pretend to understand her choice, in marrying you, but I do know one thing about my sister. You want to know what it is?’

‘Yes.’

‘She is rarely wrong. About anything. It’s a gift or a curse, depending on who you ask. So if she thinks that about you, there’s a possibility it’s true.’

‘I cannot divine,’ the husband puts in, ‘whether—’

Bartholomew continues, speaking over him, ‘It is of no importance, either way, at this present moment. Our task now is to find her.’

The husband says nothing, but lowers himself to the ground, his head in his hands. When he speaks, his voice is muffled. ‘She wrote something on a page before she left. It was perhaps some manner of message for me.’

‘What did it say?’

‘Something about rain. And branches. But I couldn’t properly make it out.’

Bartholomew regards him for a second or two, turning these words over and over in his mind. Rain and branches. Branches. Rain. Then he lifts his crook and tucks it into his belt.

‘Get up,’ he says.

The husband is still speaking, more to himself than anyone else. ‘She was there this morning and then she wasn’t,’ he is saying. ‘The Fates have intervened and swept her away from me, as if on a tide, and I have no idea how to find her, no idea where to look and –’

‘I do.’

‘– I shall not rest until I find her, until we are—’ The husband stops short and raises his head. ‘You do?’

‘Yes.’

‘How?’ he demands. ‘How can you know her mind so quickly and yet I, who am married to her, cannot begin—’

Bartholomew has had enough of this. He nudges the husband’s leg with his boot. ‘Up, I tell you,’ he says. ‘Come.’

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