The smell of burnt flesh fills the area. One dickhead even waves his hand in front of his nose dramatically, as if it’s her fault it smells. She drops her arm and just stands there, a glazed look in her eyes. After closer inspection, I notice that the entirety of her arm is covered in burn scars. Old and fresh. All in different stages of healing and plenty of fresh burns from tonight.
Mark shoos her away, and she robotically turns and walks off, as if she didn’t just have a cigar stubbed out on her flesh.
She’s drugged.
And after looking around at the women, I realize they all are.
Not only does it keep them compliant, but they probably won’t remember the majority of the shit that goes down in here.
My mask stays in place, refusing to crack from the anger swirling in the depths of my chest. Keeping my eyes on the table, I approach the men.
“Gentlemen! Who’s winning tonight?”
Five pairs of eyes turn to look at me, all with snide looks on their faces. I can tell what they’re thinking without them even saying it.
Who are you? What gives you the right to speak to us?
“I am,” Mark chirps, and I literally couldn’t have planned that better myself. It’s like God opened up His hands and dropped that fine piece of blessing in my lap Himself. “Do you play, boy?”
What I really want to do is smack the shit out of him for calling me ‘boy’ when I’m a thirty-two-year-old man, but instead, I offer a devious smile.
“Sure do,” I say.
Mark looks over at a bald man and tips his chin up. “Let him have your spot.”
The table seems to go silent. I keep my expression calm as the bald man stares back at Mark with a blank expression. But he doesn’t have his eyes on lockdown. Anger sparks in his brown pools, and he looks at Mark much like how I really want to. Like he wants to kill him.
It’s for the best really. He wasn’t a good poker player anyways if he couldn’t even keep his anger in check.
Calmly, the man stands and places his cards down. Royal Flush.
He would’ve won that round.
I keep my face blank, not unveiling the smile that’s threatening to emerge. I would feel bad for him if he didn’t get off on hurting women.
Who am I kidding? I wouldn’t feel bad at all.
While Mark was burning his cigar on the waitress’s flesh, this bald man over here was adjusting himself. He wasn’t the only one, though, and I made sure to note every one of their faces for later.
The man gives Mark and me one last look before walking off without a word.
The valuable little lesson that came out of that embarrassing spectacle was that Marky-Mark here has power. Whatever weight he pulls, it’s enough to give him superiority over the common folk.
Wonder how many little boys’ and girls’ lives it took to get that far.
“What’s your name, boy?” he asks.
“Zack Forthright,” I lie easily.
“Name’s Mark Seinburg. I’m sure you already know who I am, though. How long have you been playing poker?” Mark asks as they restart the game, brushing over his narcissism like the notion of me not knowing who he is isn’t an option.
I know exactly who he is, but not for the reasons he thinks.
“Since I was a kid,” I answer truthfully.
My father was a professional poker player, and he taught me how to master a poker face. Something that has been crucial to my field of work.
He’d sit me on his lap as a little boy, teaching me the game, and then show me his cards as he played with his friends. Testing me to see if I could keep a blank face. He lost a lot of games doing that.
But he truly believed I wouldn’t learn how to master a poker face unless I knew what it meant to play the game. He’d whisper in my ear, point out my tells, and teach me how to not only read and understand facial expressions but micro-expressions.
During that time, my father never truly lost any money. After my lesson, I’d run off and play, and he’d win all his money back plus some. It took me a couple of years to master a poker face and even longer to master the game itself, but he made me play against him once I did.
I beat him in the first game, and I don’t think I’ve ever seen pride in a man’s eyes shine brighter since that day.
“Well, boy, let’s see what you’re made of then.”
He’ll find out what a bullet is made of when it’s lodged in his throat. But I don’t say that.
Throughout the next several hours, I purposely stay neck-in-neck with him. I understand a narcissist’s ego enough to know that it would’ve only angered him if I cleaned him out. And if I’m horrible, he won’t respect me. So, I keep the playing field even.