“I think so, too. I’ll bring the kids around to meet you. But maybe when things settle down a little more.”
“I would love that,” Mrs. G replied. But she was gone from her voice again.
“I always meant to,” Isabel added.
Her voice sounded heavy with that special brand of guilt Raymond had heard so much of in the past few days. How many people had told him lately of things they had always imagined themselves doing, but then life had intervened and the things had gone undone? And with that weighty tone of regret.
“I always meant to bring them and come around. Luis and I talked about it all the time. We wanted you to meet the whole family. I have no words for why it didn’t happen. No explanation. We were busy with the two kids. Then I got pregnant again. But that’s no excuse. There’s no real reason why we didn’t. We just made the mistake of putting it off. We thought we would lose nothing by putting it off. We thought we had plenty of time. I guess that was our key mistake, right? We thought there would always be more time. Why do we do that? I mean, not just Luis and me. Everybody. Why does everybody do that? Think we’ll always have more time?”
“Well, I don’t do that,” Mrs. G said. “But that’s a different story. When I was a young girl I had an experience that taught me not to take time for granted. And now that I’m ninety-two, I know it even better.”
“But we were taking for granted that we would always have more time with a ninety-two-year-old woman. It was a whole wrong way of looking at the world. Like death wasn’t real and would never really catch up.”
“Oh, it’s all too real,” Mrs. G said. “That I can tell you.”
“I know that now. I know it all too well. Now that it’s caught up.”
A pause.
Then Mrs. G spoke up suddenly.
“Well. I hate even to say it, because I am so very grateful that you came. But I am just so tired. I feel I have not one ounce of energy left for anything, not even to hold myself upright at the table. And I very much hope it will not sound rude, but if you will assure me that I will see you again, I think I had best put myself to bed. I know it seems very early to you. Seven o’clock or so, I’m guessing. But I am just so tired.”
“Of course,” Isabel said. “No, that’s fine. I’ll write down my address and phone number for Raymond.”
But Mrs. G was already walking away. Shuffling off toward her bedroom, waving over her shoulder.
Raymond and Isabel sat a moment. They looked into each other’s face. Then Raymond quickly looked away.
“Is she all right?” Isabel asked.
“I don’t know. I never saw her do that before—run out of energy to sit in a chair. Then again, I don’t usually visit in the evening, after dinner. Still, I think the news hit her hard. I’ll get you a pen and paper.”
But then Raymond was unsure where to find such a thing in Mrs. G’s apartment.
“I think I have something in my purse,” she said.
She dug around in there for a moment. It was a full purse, a hard place to find anything as far as Raymond could tell. In the middle of trying, she displaced an item and knocked it onto the rug. A sunglasses case, from the look of it. She reached down for it, then froze. Raymond wondered if they were both thinking the same thing. He figured they were.
Who would have imagined that dropping an item out of your purse could be the first act in a cascade of events that could get somebody killed?
A second later she unstuck herself and picked it up.
“I could come by now and again, too,” Isabel said. “Not to suggest for a moment that you can’t help her enough. I’m sure you can. But now that I know where she is, I would love to have her meet the children.”
“Maybe you can come visit her over the weekend. I stay with my father and his wife every other weekend. This weekend is when I’ll be there. I might be able to get away, but it’s hard to know. I never know if my dad’s made plans for us or not. Until I get there.”
“Okay,” she said. “I’ll gather up the kids and come by.”
“When is the trial?” Raymond asked as she began to write down her address.
“They think it’ll be scheduled sometime next year.”
“Next year? Why so long?”
Isabel shrugged. “Just the way the justice system works, I guess. Slowly. I’m told that’s lightning fast. The DA’s office told me a lot of defendants are waiting two and three years for their trials.”