She rounds the corner but stops in a little alcove that plays host to a couple of vending machines.
“What?” she snaps primly, nose tipped up as she stares down at her nails.
I’ve known Winter since we were teenagers. When Summer was in the hospital, we spent some time together. Winter isn’t as bad as everyone has made her out to be. She’s been dealt a shit hand.
One that money and education can’t undo. What Winter is missing is love.
I stare at her, breathing more heavily than the distance I just covered warrants. “I just want to give you a hug,” I say.
Her long lashes blink slowly, and she’s forced to look up at me because these sisters stopped growing at like twelve or something. “A hug?”
I realize now how rough she looks. Too thin. Too tired.
“Yes, girl.” I open my arms. “Get your scrawny ass over here.”
She glances away for a moment, like the bag of hickory sticks in the vending machine is super interesting. And then her shoulders droop and without meeting my eyes, she steps into my arms.
She sighs when she does, and so do I. It’s amazing how the adults around you can fuck everything up. That’s what happened with Summer and Winter—and I was there to watch it all go down.
I was also there in the hospital, sitting by Summer’s bedside, when Winter would sneak out of the house to be with her too. But only if Summer was sleeping. It’s an unspoken secret Winter and I have kept for years.
Everyone thinks Winter didn’t care, but I know better. She loves her little sister, even though her mom has made her feel like she shouldn’t. Even if she doesn’t know how to show it.
Their dad, Kip Hamilton, isn’t perfect, but he’s also not evil incarnate like Winter’s mom.
I think of Luke, and how different his life might have been if Cade and Talia had stayed together and been miserable.
He could have been these girls.
“How is life?” I whisper, and she doesn’t let me go. In fact, her fingers curl into my jean jacket and grip me like I’m her only lifeline on a sinking ship.
“Everything is fine.” Her voice cracks, and I feel her chest hitch when she sighs. “Fuck. That’s not true. Everything is a mess. And I lost the baby.”
My stomach hollows out and I almost feel nauseous. A year ago when everything blew up between her and Summer, she was pregnant.
She’s still clutching at me as she speaks. “And on one hand, I’m devastated because I tried for so long. And on the other, I’m relieved because I don’t have to be tied to him for the rest of my life. How awful am I?”
Her laugh is watery and my eyes widen. Winter has never been emotional. She’s always icy and reserved—especially in adulthood. I hardly recognize the woman clinging to me.
“You are not awful.” And I mean it. No one deserves to live in a world where the only family they have are an unfaithful husband and a manipulative mom. “You deserve so much better, Winter.”
She hums, like she isn’t so sure.
“Are you still together?” I ask, referring to the living, breathing trash she married.
“Sort of,” is her strained reply.
“He doesn’t deserve you.”
She squeezes me harder. God, this woman needs to be hugged so badly. “I know,” is her soft reply. “I’m just glad Summer has you. God knows the rest of us didn’t do her any good.”
Shocked by what she just said, I pull away and stare back at the woman before me. She’s always cool and removed, impossible to get a read on. “What are you doing here in Chestnut Springs?”
She sniffs and rubs her nose before stepping out of my hold. “I took a rotation out here. Seemed like a good way to spend time away from him a few days at a time.”
Him. Her douchebag husband. The one she needs to leave and should have left a year ago.
I can’t help but wonder if the proximity to her estranged sister played any role in choosing this hospital.
“Summer would love to talk to you. Hell, see you. That door is always open, you know that, right?”
Her eyes roll, and it’s like I can see her shields shoot back up before my eyes. “Yes. The constant text messages she sends have driven that point home.”
“So? Take her up on it. She loves you, whether or not you want to believe it.” Winter scoffs, back to looking at her nails. “You got something stuck under there?” I ask because she’s being rude. “My eyes are up here, Winter.”
“How am I supposed to do that? Just waltz back into my sister’s life after everything that’s gone down between us? After the way I’ve treated her? She must hate me.”