“You don’t have a relationship. You bred her like a mare and sent her out to pasture.”
Cinders sparked through the room. “You benefited quite well from that breeding, Starborn.”
Ruhn didn’t dare voice the words that tried to spring from his mouth. Even as my stupid fucking title brought you further influence in the empire and among your fellow kings, it still chafed, didn’t it? That your son, not you, retrieved the Starsword from the Cave of Princes in Avallen’s dark heart. That your son, not you, stood among the long-dead Starborn Princes asleep in their sarcophagi and was deemed worthy to pull the sword from its sheath. How many times did you try to draw the sword when you were young? How much research did you do in this very study to find ways to wield it without being chosen?
His father curled a finger toward him. “I have need of your gift.”
“Why?” His Starborn abilities were little more than a sparkle of starlight in his palm. His shadow talents were the more interesting gift. Even the temperature monitors on the high-tech cameras in this city couldn’t detect him when he shadow-walked.
His father held up the prism. “Direct a beam of your starlight through this.” Not waiting for an answer, his father again put an eye to the metal viewing contraption atop the prism.
It ordinarily took Ruhn a good amount of concentration to summon his starlight, and it usually left him with a headache for hours afterward, but … He was intrigued enough to try.
Setting his index finger onto the crystal of the prism, Ruhn closed his eyes and focused upon his breathing. Let the clicking metal of the orrery guide him down, down, down into the black pit within himself, past the churning well of his shadows, to the little hollow beneath them. There, curled upon itself like some hibernating creature, lay the single seed of iridescent light.
He gently cupped it with a mental palm, stirring it awake as he carefully brought it upward, as if he were carrying water in his hands. Up through himself, the power shimmering with anticipation, warm and lovely and just about the only part of himself he liked.
Ruhn opened his eyes to find the starlight dancing at his fingertip, refracting through the prism.
His father adjusted a few dials on the device, jotting down notes with his other hand.
The starlight seed became slippery, disintegrating into the air around them.
“Just another moment,” the king ordered.
Ruhn gritted his teeth, as if it’d somehow keep the starlight from dissolving.
Another click of the device, and another jotted note in an ancient, rigid hand. The Old Language of the Fae—his father recorded everything in the half-forgotten language their people had used when they had first come to Midgard through the Northern Rift.
The starlight shivered, flared, and faded into nothing. The Autumn King grunted in annoyance, but Ruhn barely heard it over his pounding head.
He’d mastered himself enough to pay attention as his father finished his notes. “What are you even doing with that thing?”
“Studying how light moves through the world. How it can be shaped.”
“Don’t we have scientists over at CCU doing this shit?”
“Their interests are not the same as mine.” His father surveyed him. And then said, without a hint of warning, “It is time to consider females for an appropriate marriage.”
Ruhn blinked. “For you?”
“Don’t play stupid.” His father shut his notebook and leaned back in his chair. “You owe it to our bloodline to produce an heir—and to expand our alliances. The Oracle decreed you would be a fair and just king. This is the first step in that direction.”
All Fae, male and female, made a visit to the city’s Oracle at age thirteen as one of the two Great Rites to enter adulthood: first the Oracle, and then the Ordeal—a few years or decades later.
Ruhn’s stomach churned at the memory of that first Rite, far worse than his harrowing Ordeal in so many ways. “I’m not getting married.”
“Marriage is a political contract. Sire an heir, then go back to fucking whomever you please.”
Ruhn snarled. “I am not getting married. Certainly not in an arranged marriage.”
“You will do as you are told.”
“You’re not fucking married.”
“I did not need the alliance.”
“But now we do?”
“There is a war raging overseas, in case you weren’t aware. It worsens by the day, and it may very well spread here. I do not plan to enter it without insurance.”
Pulse hammering, Ruhn stared at his father. He was completely serious.