But before I went back to the patio, I ducked into the downstairs bathroom, switched on the light, and checked my reflection. Immediately I sort of wished I hadn’t, because my hair looked grayer and my forehead more wrinkled than I remembered. I tried to relax my facial muscles. I fussed with my hair. I tucked in my plain white T-shirt.
Then I frowned at the glass. What the fuck was I doing?
I reminded myself again that she was way too young for me, even if I was the kind of guy who’d mess around with a woman he’d have to see coming and going all the time—which I wasn’t. And the last thing I needed was an awkward situation when I’d moved here for a fresh start. That meant keeping my hands to myself.
Even if she was the prettiest woman I’d seen in a long, long time.
Even if the memory of her bare skin would taunt me every time I closed my eyes.
Even if I’d frantically jerked off while thinking about her in the shower earlier—which would not happen again.
I untucked my shirt again, turned off the light, grabbed the two beers, and went back outside. Over on her patio, the milkshake was gone and she was setting a plate on the little table with a maple bacon cupcake on it.
“I only had one of these, but it’s yours if you want it,” she said, dropping into one of the chairs.
“I had one earlier.” I sat in the other chair and popped the caps off both bottles.
“Verdict, please. Do you agree with your girls that bacon does not belong on a cupcake?”
“No. It was fucking delicious.” I handed her a beer. “Here you go. It’s no chocolate Frosty, but it’s cold and wet.”
She laughed. “Thanks.” Clinking her bottle against mine, she said, “To new neighbors.”
I drank when she did, trying not to stare at her lips on the bottle.
Setting her beer on the table, she stretched out her legs, pointing and flexing her bare feet. “High heels,” she said with a sigh. “They look good, but they hurt like a bitch.”
I wasn’t sure how to respond to that, but she had looked good in those heels and those jeans and that tiny little top. From the moment I’d seen her walk into the party, I’d been unable to think straight, and not just because I was scared she could read my mind about the whole getting off to her in the shower thing.
I cleared my throat. “I’m, uh, sorry again about earlier.”
She flipped a wrist. “It’s okay. Someday I will forget how hideously embarrassing that was.”
“You have nothing to be embarrassed about,” I said quickly.
“Just the fact that my new neighbors saw my bum,” she joked, reaching for her beer.
I frowned. “The girls have no fucking filter.”
She smiled at me sideways. “That’s what they said about you.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yes. They told me all sorts of interesting things about you when they came over today.”
Groaning, I tipped up my beer. “Like what?”
“Ohhh, how grumpy you are, how much you snore . . .”
“Assholes,” I muttered.
“They also mentioned how hairy you are and that you swear too much.”
“That is a fucking lie.”
She laughed—an adorably girlish little giggle—and said, “I told them about the swear jar my sisters and I used to make my dad put money into whenever he cursed.”
“I heard about it,” I grumbled. “Thanks a lot.”
“You might have met my dad tonight—his name is Declan MacAllister, but everyone calls him Mack.”
“I don’t think so,” I said, sort of glad I hadn’t had to look her father in the eye tonight. “So how are you related to Chip again?”
“We’re actually not blood-related, but I consider him my cousin. His biological mom is April Sawyer, and my stepmom—who’s been married to my dad since I was four—is Frannie Sawyer. They’re sisters.”
“Oh.” I stared out into the dark for a moment, remembering events from the year I’d met Chip. He’d moved up to Traverse City just before our senior year of high school and we’d hit it off right away. We were both on the baseball team, which had been really exciting that year, not only because our record was so good but because Tyler Shaw—the recently retired MLB pitcher and most famous graduate of our high school—had come back to town and was helping out the coaching staff.
“That was pretty fucking wild, discovering that our coach was actually Chip’s biological dad,” I said, “not to mention that it was Tyler Shaw.”