Caro, too perceptive, too late.
But I knew Coop would deny it. I wanted the floor to swallow me before he did, so I’d never have to hear him say I was in the past, only a college crush, and she was his future.
“Caro, please,” Coop said, but then Frankie moved, lunging forward to throw his arm over Mint’s chest, seeing something in him the rest of us hadn’t been paying attention to.
Mint yanked away from Frankie and took two giant steps toward me. I moved back out of instinct, the chill breeze on my back telling me I was getting too close to the shattered window.
“It wasn’t enough, was it?” His face had lost any pretense of control. It was past red, now purple with fury. I’d never seen anything like it, not on Mint, not even on my father in his lowest lows.
“It wasn’t enough to fuck the professor, go to dinner with him out in public? You had to screw one of my best friends, too?”
“Mint,” Frankie said, giving me an unsure look.
“You were a whore”—Mint laughed—“the entire time. Do you know how bad you humiliated me with Garvey? Do you even get what I went through? And that was just the tip of the iceberg, wasn’t it? How long were you fucking Coop? And who else? Who else was laughing at me behind my back?”
“Don’t call her a whore,” Caro said, her best friend auto-programming kicking in despite herself.
Mint was standing close. The short distance between us wasn’t inert but alive, threatening, a warning. A warning, a warning. A clue.
“How did you know I went to dinner with Garvey?” My voice was taut with dread. “Are you saying you knew about him in college?”
Mint took another step toward me, shoving a couch aside, his blue eyes no longer cold but blazing with anger. My pounding heart screamed, Move, get away from him. But it was Mint.
“Of course I knew. That’s how it works when your fucking wife cheats on you—everyone finds out.”
“Wife? You mean your girlfriend, Mint,” Frankie said. “And calm down.”
“Yeah, Mint, take a step back,” Coop said. “You have the right to be mad at us, but you’re pushing it.”
“No.” Mint only had eyes for me, and I couldn’t look away, trapped between the cold, open sky at my back and the man who wanted to burn me, the man who was inching closer. “You were going to ruin my life, and you didn’t care. You want to know what happened? Garvey’s TA told me you fucked him, but he didn’t just tell me—he spread it to everyone. All the brothers were laughing at me. Just like people did to my father. You made me weak.”
“Mint,” Courtney said, horror dawning on her face, “I don’t get what you’re talking about. You’re not making any sense.”
His father. Mint’s confession from freshman year came back to me, the first time he’d ever opened up: Tell me something shameful.
He was so weak. He didn’t even fight it. He let her walk all over him.
I hate him. Everyone at home talked behind my back… It’s all his fault…
“I didn’t mean to make you feel like your father,” I said, taking another step back, feeling glass crunch under my feet.
“Mint, back down,” Coop said, trying to step between us.
Mint made a choking sound and lunged, not at me but at Coop, shoving him hard. Coop tripped over a chair leg and struck the wall headfirst. Caro screamed.
Frankie darted forward to tackle Mint, but Mint thrust out his hand in warning. “Don’t you dare touch me, Frankie.”
Frankie—every towering inch of him—went rigid as a board, years of following Mint’s lead instinctively taking over.
“Mint,” I said, trying to stay calm, “I’m sorry for betraying you, and everything that happened to your dad. But I don’t think—”
He spun to me. “My father didn’t fight back. He was a coward. But not me.”
“You’re right.” I watched over Mint’s shoulder as Caro struggled to pull Coop to his feet. “You’re not him.”
“You’re doing it again,” Mint spat out, seething. “Emasculating me. Just like senior year. You know I shattered Trevor’s face in front of everyone because he disrespected me? Garvey’s fucking TA. He couldn’t talk for months.”
Trevor Daly had worked for Dr. Garvey? And Mint hurt him? I’d never heard a whisper of it. It must have been hushed up, muted in the aftermath of Heather’s death.
“But you were so much worse than him,” Mint said. “I wanted to break your fucking neck.”