They looked at each other in equal astonishment.
* * *
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“Your mom and dad and I used to work together,” Frask explained to Mad over a plate of diet cookies. “At Hastings. I was in Personnel and your mom and dad were both in the Chemistry Department. Your dad was very famous—I’m sure you know that. And now your mom is, too.”
“Because of Life,” the child said, hanging her head.
“No,” Frask said firmly. “In spite of it.”
“What was my dad like?” Mad asked, taking a small bite of cookie.
“He…” Frask hesitated. She realized she had no idea what he’d been like. “He was completely in love with your mother.”
Madeline lit up. “Really?”
“And your mother,” she continued for the first time without jealousy, “was completely in love with him.”
“What else?” Mad asked eagerly.
“They were very happy together. So happy, that before your dad died, he left your mother a gift. You know what that gift was?” She tipped her head toward Mad. “You.”
Madeline rolled her eyes slightly. This was the sort of thing adults said when they were trying to paper over something darker. She’d once heard Wakely tell a librarian that although her cousin, Joyce, had died—dropped dead in the middle of the A&P clutching her heart—Joyce had not suffered. Really? Did anyone ask Joyce?
“And then what happened?”
What happened? Frask thought. Well, I spread vicious rumors about your mother, which culminated in her firing, which led directly to her state of penury, which led to an eventual return to Hastings, which led to your mother screaming at me in the women’s bathroom, which led to the discovery that we’d both been sexually assaulted, which led to our inability to get our PhDs, which led to unfulfilling careers in a company led by a handful of incompetent assholes. That’s what happened.
But instead she said, “Well, your mom decided it would be more fun to stay at home and have you.”
Madeline put down her cookie. There it was again. Adults and their on-again, off-again relationship with the truth.
“I don’t see how that could be fun,” Mad said.
“What do you mean?”
“Wasn’t she sad?”
Frask looked away.
“When I’m sad, I don’t want to be alone.”
“Cookie?” asked Frask half-heartedly.
“Home alone,” Madeline continued. “No dad. No work. No friends.”
Frask took a sudden interest in a publication called Our Daily Bread.
“What really happened?” Mad prodded.
“She was fired,” Frask said, without considering the effect her words might have. “Fired because she was pregnant with you.”
Madeline crumpled as if she’d been shot from behind.
* * *
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“Again, not your fault,” Frask reassured the child, who’d been sobbing for the last ten minutes. “Really. You wouldn’t have believed how close-minded those people at Hastings were. Complete jerks.” Frask, remembering she’d been one of those jerks, ate the rest of the cookies, while Mad, despite her raggedy breath, pointed out that the cookies contained tartrazine, a food coloring additive that had been linked to poor liver and kidney function.
“Anyway,” Frask continued, “you’re looking at this all wrong. Your mother didn’t leave Hastings because of you. She got out thanks to you. And then she made the very poor decision to go back, but that’s another story.”
Madeline heaved a sigh. “I gotta go,” she said, blowing her nose while looking at the clock. “Sorry about wrecking your typing test. Would you give this to Wakely?” She held out the unsealed envelope marked Elizabeth Zott: PRIVATE.
“I will,” Frask promised, giving her a hug. But as soon as the door shut behind her, she ignored the child’s instructions and opened the envelope. “Holy hell,” she fumed as she read Roth’s latest. “Zott really is the real deal.”
* * *
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“Sirs,” she typed ferociously, addressing the editors at Life magazine thirty seconds later. “I read your ridiculous cover story on Elizabeth Zott and I think your fact-checker should be fired. I know Elizabeth Zott— I used to work with Elizabeth Zott—and I know, for a fact, that everything in this article is a lie. I also used to work with Dr. Donatti. I know what he did at Hastings and I have the documents to back it up.”