She worked at Damsel longer than she should have. When she quit, she was replaced immediately. Twenty years later, the job was still being done. By whom exactly mattered not at all.
SHE MOVED TO BOSTON—THE PLACE MAINERS WENT WHEN there was some compelling reason to be in a city, such as needing a kidney transplant. In Boston she waited tables at Legal Sea Foods. In her spare time she went to grad school. She was still a student when she started volunteering at the call center, where there was no need, ever, to invent the questions. The questions never stopped.
By the winter of 2015, she’d worked on Mercy Street for nine years. As Access coordinator, she did the same work she’d once done for free—answering calls on the hotline—but now she had a retirement plan and health benefits and what passed for a full-time salary in the nonprofit world. She spent most of her day in the call center, fielding phone calls, training and managing the volunteers. Several times a week, she counseled Access patients in person. These were ABs with special circumstances: minors who needed parental consent; women with medical conditions that made terminating more complicated; latecomers who’d missed the legal cutoff, or were about to.
An AB. That’s what they called it. Whenever possible, they avoided saying the word.
Her predecessor in the job was a woman named Evelyn Dodd, who did it for twenty years before suffering a series of ministrokes and quitting for good. How she lasted that long was a mystery for the ages, because Access was stressful. Claudia liked the minors and didn’t mind the medicals, but the latecomers cracked her open. In Massachusetts, AB was illegal after twenty-four weeks. When a patient terminated at the last minute, it was usually because she’d gotten ominous test results: a fetal brain tumor, a mass in the lung.
The latecomers were impossible to counsel, because they didn’t want ABs. They wanted babies. They were pregnant by choice; some had gone to great lengths, and considerable expense, to get that way. Many were over forty, painfully aware that this was their last chance. By the time Claudia met them, they were mortally exhausted, like prisoners who’d been waterboarded. Some wept. Others were catatonic. A few were incandescently angry. None of these reactions surprised her. She was meeting them on the worst fucking day of their lives.
By week twenty-three, names had been chosen, cribs purchased, baby showers planned.
Minors were easier. First Claudia saw the girl alone. Then she met with the parent or legal guardian, who signed the consent form. To get an AB in Massachusetts before age eighteen, you needed a parent’s permission, unless you happened to be married. In the eyes of the Commonwealth, having a husband made you an adult.
The consent form had to be signed in person. This made things difficult if the parent was missing or incarcerated or deployed overseas, unable to jet back from Afghanistan to sign a piece of paper. In other cases, parents were available, but—for one reason or another—the girl refused to tell them she was pregnant. For these patients, Massachusetts law provided an additional, equally shitty option: a judicial bypass, an order signed by a judge.
For one reason or another. For some girls, home was a dangerous place.
Getting a JB wasn’t easy. Not every teenager had the sangfroid to stand before a judge—who was nearly always old, White, and male—and beg for permission to do as she wished with her one and only life. And yet, faced with the prospect of confiding in their own parents, a surprising number would rather tell it to a judge.
JBs were usually sixteen or seventeen. That isn’t to say that younger girls didn’t get pregnant, just that they were unlikely to pull themselves together to appear before a judge.
With some judges, the interview was a formality. Others asked probing questions: the girl’s career and educational goals, her reasons for terminating, whether she’d been pregnant before, what form of birth control she planned to use in the future. Really, they could ask whatever they wanted, and none of your fucking business was never an acceptable answer.
Important note: younger girls did get pregnant. Depending on where and how and with whom she lived, a thirteen-year-old girl in America had, by Claudia’s estimate, a medium to high chance of being messed with.