When Victor laughed, the kid didn’t even smile. His gaze was level, unflinching. “Seriously, man. That name means nothing to you?”
“Should it?” Victor said.
“Lon Horiuchi is an agent of your government, paid with your tax dollars. On August twenty-second, he gunned down an American citizen on private property while she was holding her child in her arms. Hor-i-uchi,” he repeated, enunciating very clearly. “Remember that name.”
His crew cut was fresh, mown short as velvet. Victor said, “Where’d you serve, son?”
“The Persian Gulf, sir.” He spoke with a soldier’s uninflected precision, a studied blankness.
Victor offered his hand. “Thank you for your service. I bet you did all right over there.”
“I did my job.” The kid had a grip like a tourniquet. His hand seemed to be made of solid bone.
Victor studied the printed card. “Why’d you give me this?”
“I give it to everyone. Every citizen needs to know what this government is capable of. I figure somebody sooner or later is going to be moved to do something about it.”
It took Victor a moment to catch his meaning.
“That’s the guy’s home address?”
“Affirmative,” the kid said.
There was a pointed silence, in which Victor studied the pamphlets on the card table. “What else have you got here?”
The kid handed him a bumper sticker: WHEN GUNS ARE OUTLAWED, I WILL BECOME AN OUTLAW.
Immediately Victor handed it back. “I’m with you, man. I heartily agree with that sentiment. But I’m a convicted felon, and I’ll tell you right now, I’m not going to put this on my truck.”
He never saw the kid again, though he believed, at the time, that he’d met plenty like him: young men just out of the service, trying to remember how the civilian world worked, if they’d ever known in the first place. It was the parallax of middle age—part laziness, part blindness. You assumed, always, that you’d seen it all before.
There was something in the air.
Months or years later, when the bombs exploded in Oklahoma City, Victor was driving. At a 76 truck stop outside Spokane, he saw the mug shot on television. He understood, then, how wrong he’d been. The kid at the gun show was like no one he’d ever known.
Tim McVeigh was long gone now, dead by lethal injection. At the federal prison in Terre Haute, Indiana, they’d put him down like a rabid dog. Victor thought of him at odd moments. Alone in his basement, organizing his preps and waiting for the shit to hit, he sometimes felt that he was being watched.
On a Monday night in early April, as he fired off another message to Anthony, he felt a familiar presence behind and above him, the unseen observer. It was a moment of reckoning. In that moment he saw clearly how he would look to a man like McVeigh, who, whatever his faults, had died with his boots on. Tim McVeigh had remained, to the end, a soldier. Victor Prine was an old man squinting at a computer screen.
He got up from his chair and went down to the basement, took his bug-out bag from its hook on the wall. The bag was packed with unnecessary items, useless in an urban setting. Victor ditched the filtration tabs and bear spray, the waterproof poncho. That left enough room for a street map of Boston, his EDC and side holster, a box of ammo, and a handful of zip ties. Whether he would need any of these items was impossible to say.
At first light he set out driving, the bug-out bag on the seat beside him. Stashed beneath the passenger seat was the Mosin-Nagant. As he watched the log house disappear in his rearview, he wondered if he would ever return.
VICTOR PRINE WAS ON THE ROAD.
It was his natural habitat, the life he was made for. He could not remember choosing it. Driving, he wondered: Was this what people meant by happiness? He didn’t feel happy, exactly. But he felt perfectly at ease.