“Reeve can kiss my ass,” I murmur before bending over and emptying the contents of my stomach into the nearest bush. Audrey holds my hair back as I violently vomit until there’s nothing left to expel. I slump against her while pawing at my sweat-slickened overheated skin, needing to strip out of my clothes and crawl into bed until I fall into a coma. “Bed,” I mumble. “I need my bed.”
“I’ve got you,” Alex says, scooping me up into his arms. My eyes shutter, and the world turns dark.
A dull pounding in my skull rouses me from slumber the following morning, and I whimper as I turn over in the bed and my stomach twists painfully. My lips are dry, my tongue is glued to the roof of my parched mouth, and the lingering scent of puke invades my nostrils, making me gag.
“Oh God. Are you going to be sick again?” Audrey asks as the bed dips.
I force my eyes open, wincing at the bright light filtering through the open curtains. “I don’t think so,” I croak, but I really need to pee and erase this vomit taste from my mouth. Pulling myself upright in the bed takes colossal effort, and my body feels like it’s done ten rounds with Amanda Nunes in the ring. Glancing down at myself, I notice I’m in my underwear. Sight of the sexy bra and thong brings everything to the surface, and a sob rips from my mouth.
“Hey.” Audrey rubs my arm. “It’s going to be okay.”
I turn to face her with glassy eyes. “What happened? How did I get here, and why are you in my bed and not Alex’s?”
She yawns, before sitting up against the headboard. “What’s the last thing you remember?”
“Getting shitfaced and dancing. After that it’s a blur.”
“You were completely trashed, so Alex and I got you out of there. You puked your guts up in the garden, and I decided to stay with you. I was worried you might puke in your sleep. Alex stayed in one of the guest bedrooms.” She averts her eyes, plucking at the comforter.
“What aren’t you saying?” I ask, because I can tell she’s concealing something.
“Go freshen up, and we’ll talk when you come back.”
I have no energy to argue, so I grab some clean pajamas from my drawer before entering my en suite bathroom. I pee, brush my teeth, and rinse with mouthwash before hopping in the shower. I take my time washing away the excesses of the night while I contemplate everything that happened. Resting my forehead against the tile, I let the warm water cascade down my back as pain infiltrates every nook and cranny of my body.
I can’t believe Reeve let Saffron choose my birthday gifts. I’m convinced she had a hand in more than just the lingerie. Reeve has never bought me makeup before, and I’m sure that was her handiwork too. I feel ill thinking about the picture I sent him of me in the underwear. Ugh. I wish I could take it back. As soon as the marching band stops playing the samba in my head, I’m taking the lingerie and makeup out back and burning all of it. How could he let her choose such intimate items for me?
Tears stream down my face, mixing with the water, and my heart hurts so much I’m in immense physical pain. My tears turn into full-blown sobs, and then Audrey is there, turning off the shower and wrapping me in a towel. I slump to the floor of my bathroom, pulling my knees up to my chest as I cry. “How could he do this?”
“You need to talk to him.”
I have no idea where my cell is or if he even tried calling me back. “It’s not just the gifts,” I sob. “It’s also how he went out partying with his friends and almost missed talking to me on my birthday. I thought he hadn’t called because he was working really late, but he was out drinking and laughing with his new friends, and I was just an afterthought.”
“You don’t know that.” Audrey gently towel-dries my hair. “Reeve loves you, Viv. Look at everything he did yesterday to prove it to you.”
“It doesn’t matter now,” I deadpan as my tears dry up. “He ruined everything. None of it means anything now.” I rub at my nose as I turn to face her. “He told me I was overreacting, and he hung up on me.” Tears pool in my eyes again. “He has never done that to me. Ever.” Shock splays across her face, and it’s good to know I’m not the only one who thinks this is out of character for my boyfriend. “He’s changing,” I whisper. “He’s already changing, and I don’t like it.”
A knock at the door interrupts us. “Viv,” Alex calls out. “Is Audrey in there with you?”