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Scandalized(77)

Author:Ivy Owens

“Hey, what are y—”

“I need you to pack up.” His voice is firm, tight, as if he’s pushing words out between tiny, shallow breaths.

Everything inside me comes to a standstill. “What?”

“I can’t talk,” he says, and it sounds like he’s walking. “I just need you to get all of your things and go home. Head down the back way we came in last night. Through the service elevator. Can you do that?”

My lungs squeeze in, compressing my heartbeat. I can’t figure out what’s happening. Is this about the article? There was nothing that Alec shared with me in the piece. The reception has been amazing, and he hasn’t been exposed, so this can’t be about that. I’m—I’m just frozen with confusion.

“Gigi!”

“What?” I say again, uselessly.

“Are you up? Tell me you’re up and packing.”

My face grows hot, my throat tight, and I stumble into the bathroom, throwing my things into my toiletry bag. Last night he washed my skin with aching sweetness. Now he’s telling me unequivocally to go home?

“I don’t understand. Are you okay?” All I get is the sound of feet clomping down a hall, the frantic murmur of voices. “Alec, what’s going on?”

He speaks to someone else in the background, and I hear Yael say, “Stay here.”

Alec returns. “Yael is going to meet you out back. She’ll take you home.”

“Alec, what—?”

“Why didn’t you include my information in the story?”

Everything in me hits pause. “What?”

“The story. You didn’t include anything I told you.”

“Because I didn’t need it,” I say, breathless from this inexplicable panic. “I wanted to protect you. Protect us. We had enough—”

“Never mind,” he says. “We don’t have time. Are you packing up?”

In the empty, calm room my head is a storm of chaos. I grab my toiletry bag and return to the bedroom, staring at the landscape of his clothes and my clothes draped innocently together over the back of a chair. I collect mine, shoving them into my bag. “Are you—”

“Gigi, are you packing up?”

I stare at my open suitcase, my things spilling out of it. So many clothes I haven’t worn because I live in my underwear here. I wear his T-shirts. “I am, but I don’t underst—”

“Gigi,” he yells, voice unrecognizable. “Fuck. Just—please. Hurry. Pack up and leave the room.”

Hurry. Pack up and leave the room.

My phone starts shaking. My hand is trembling so hard I can barely maintain a grip. I never could have imagined how it would feel to hear him be angry with me. A physical shove would hurt less. “Okay,” I manage, but the word is garbled by a confused sob. “I don’t know what I did, but I’m so sorry.”

“Shit.” When he speaks again, his voice breaks. “I don’t know—” He cuts away again, answering someone in the background again, before telling me, “I have to go.”

I hear the burst of a door, wind, and a blast of voices all around him.

And in the melee, only one voice comes through clearly, the sharp sound of a woman cutting through the chaos—“Alexander! What’s your connection to the Jupiter scandal?”—before the call disconnects.

Eighteen

Yael is already waiting for me when I lug my suitcase out to the loading dock, and for once, I don’t even try to make nice. With my bag thrown haphazardly in the back, I climb into the passenger seat, click into the seat belt, and wordlessly hunch over my phone to figure out what Eden saw on Twitter, what might have Alec panicking.

Immediately, in Top Trends, I find it and I feel the blood drain from my face.

A shitty British tabloid has posted seven pictures of Alec escorting a woman through the back door of a club, and the post already has thousands of retweets. In each photo, he has his arm around the woman, but it is clear she can barely walk. The angle makes it look like he’s dragging her, unwilling and unconscious, into a car parked in the back alley. A coat has been tossed over her head. She could be anyone.

Fox, CNN, and BBC are all reporting the photos leaked of Alexander Kim escorting an unconscious woman from Jupiter. And because the location is so obvious—because the club name JUPITER is visible in stark black paint on the service entry just behind him, and because my enormously damning story went up only an hour ago—it was inevitable that internet sleuths would quickly discover Alec and Josef’s history. The connection is made by Twitter user @AlanJ140389, who dug up and photographed an old King’s College commencement program with a picture of Alec and Josef with their arms jovially hooked around each other’s necks.

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