“Uh-uh. No way.” I take a step forward. “I had no clue about any of this insanity until Warner told me about it yesterday.”
She stares at me, still uncertain.
And I can’t help it; I roll my eyes.
“Well, how am I supposed to trust you?” she says, her voice breaking. “Everyone’s been lying to me—”
“J,” I say, “c’mon.” I shake my head, hard. I can’t believe I even have to say this. I can’t believe she doubted me—that she didn’t talk to me about this sooner. “You know me,” I say to her. “You know I don’t bullshit. That’s not my style.”
A single tear escapes down the side of her face and the sight of it is simultaneously heartbreaking and reassuring. This is the girl I know. The friend I love. She’s all heart.
She whispers, “You promise?”
“Hey.” I hold out my hand. “Come here, kid.”
She still seems a little skeptical, but she takes the necessary steps forward and I reel her in, pulling her against my chest and squeezing tight. She’s so tiny. Like a little bird with hollow bones. You’d never know she was technically invincible. That she could probably melt the skin off my face if she wanted to. I squeeze a little tighter, run a hand up and down her back in a comforting, familiar gesture, and I feel her finally relax. I feel the exact moment when the tension leaves her body, when she collapses fully against my chest. Her tears soak through my shirt, hot and unrelenting.
“You’re going to be okay,” I whisper. “I promise.”
“Liar.”
I smile. “Well, there’s a fifty percent chance I’m right.”
“Kenji?”
“Mm?”
“If I find out you’re lying to me about any of this, I swear to God I will rip all the bones out of your body.”
I almost choke on a sudden, surprised laugh. “Uh, yeah, okay.”
“I’m serious.”
“Uh-huh.” I pat her head. So fuzzy.
“I will.”
“I know, princess. I know.”
We settle into a comfortable silence, the two of us still holding on, and I’m thinking about how important this relationship is to me—how important Juliette is to me—when she says, suddenly:
“Kenji?”
“Mm?”
“They’re going to destroy Sector 45.”
“Who is?”
“Everyone.”
Shock straightens my spine. I pull back, confused. “Everyone who?”
“All the other supreme commanders,” Juliette says. “Nazeera told me everything.”
And then, suddenly, I get it.
Her new friendship with Nazeera.
This must be the secret Warner said she was hiding—Nazeera must be a traitor to The Reestablishment. It’s either that, or she’s lying to all of us.
The latter doesn’t seem likely, though.
Maybe I’m being foolishly optimistic, but Nazeera practically said as much to me the other night with her whole speech about wearing a symbol of resistance and hating her dad and honoring the women he shamed.
Maybe Nazeera’s big secret is that she’s actually here to help us. Maybe there’s nothing to be afraid of. Maybe the woman is just perfect.
I’m suddenly grinning like an idiot. “So Nazeera is one of the good guys, huh? She’s on our team? Trying to help you out?”
“Oh my God, Kenji, please focus—”
“I’m just saying.” I hold up my hands, take a step back. “The girl is fine as hell is all I’m saying.”
Juliette is looking at me like I’ve lost my mind, but she laughs. She sniffs, gently, and brushes away a few forgotten tears.
“So.” I nod, encouraging her to speak. “What’s the deal? The details? Who’s coming? When? How? Et cetera?”
“I don’t know,” Juliette says, shaking her head. “Nazeera is still trying to figure it out. She thinks maybe in the next week or so? The kids are here to monitor me and send back information, but they’re coming to the symposium, specifically, because the commanders want to know how the other sector leaders will react to seeing me. Nazeera says she thinks the information will help inform their next moves. I’m guessing we have maybe a matter of days.”
My eyes go painfully wide. A matter of days was not what I was expecting to hear. I was hoping for months. Weeks, at the very least.
This is bad.
“Oh,” I say. “Shit.”
“Yeah.” Juliette shoots me a beleaguered look. “But when they decide to obliterate Sector 45, their plan is to also take me prisoner. The Reestablishment wants to bring me back in, apparently. Whatever that means.”