“You’d better be.” Libby slid a hand to the floor, pressing her palm flat against it. “Still a little tremor,” she noted.
“Is that—” Fuck, his mouth was unbearably dry. “Is that what brought you here? A tremor?”
“Yes.”
Of course it was. She’d make a big fuss of it, naturally, of the disruption he’d caused and how little control he possessed over his abilities, when really, she was the only one who could feel it. Per usual it would be his fault, and inevitably she would lord it over—
“You are unfairly talented. Upsettingly good,” Libby sighed with a tactile hum of envy, and then her eyes fluttered open. “Doing that much magic…” She twisted around to look at him, fixing him with a scrutinizing glance. “I would never have attempted it alone.”
“I shouldn’t have attempted it alone.” No point denying that now.
“Yes, but you almost managed it. You might have done fine without me.”
“‘Almost’ and ‘might have’ wouldn’t count for much if I’d been wrong.”
“True, but still.” She shrugged. “It wasn’t as if you didn’t know perfectly well I’d come.”
Nico opened his mouth to argue that of course he’d known no such thing, but on second thought, he wondered if she wasn’t a little bit right about that. There was a safety net, whether he acknowledged it to her or not, when she was around. He couldn’t get away with much without her noticing, and surely he’d known that on some level, consciously or otherwise.
“Thank you,” he said, or possibly mumbled.
She looked pleased, or smug.
“Why were you repairing the house on your own?” she said, briskly shoving their repulsive moment of benevolence aside. “Reina could have helped you,” she added as an afterthought.
Nico found it miraculously tactful that she had not suggested herself, so as a reward, he offered, “If I were going to ask someone for help, Rhodes, it would have been you.”
“Empty words, Varona,” was her reply, equally accommodating. “You never ask anyone for help.”
“Still, it’s true.”
She rolled her eyes, leaning over to press a thumb to the pulse at his wrist. “Slow,” she observed.
“I’m tired.”
“Anything else?”
“Headache.”
“Drink water.”
“Yes,” he growled, “I fucking know that, Rhodes—”
“Any aches? Swelling?”
“Yes, yes, and yes; yes to all of it—”
“You should probably sleep,” she commented blandly.
“For fuck’s sake, I just said I—”
“Why?” she interrupted, and though Nico was exhausted, though he did not want the argument that was sure to follow and though he would have very much preferred to crawl into his bed and sleep for at least the next twelve hours, he still said the one thing he knew she would not accept.
“I can’t tell you.”
His voice sounded dull, even to him.
Predictably, Libby said nothing. He could feel the swell of her tension beside him, anxiety curling defensively around her like Reina’s arms had wrapped around the book. Something of her own to protect, to keep safe, to keep hidden.
Much as he hated to admit it, Nico resented himself most when he made her feel small.
“Just… please don’t make me tell you,” he amended raggedly, hoping the last-ditch effort at sincerity might persuade her not to suffer more.
She was quiet for a moment.
“You said it was an alliance,” she said.
“It is.” And it was. “It’s an alliance, Rhodes, I promise. I meant what I said.”
“So if you need help…？”
“You,” Nico assured her quickly. “I’ll come to you.”
“And if I need anything?”
She was primly juvenile, tit-for-tat. For once, though, he didn’t begrudge her that.
“Me,” he confirmed, relieved to be able to offer something. “I’ve got you, Rhodes. From here on, I swear.”
“You’d better.” She sounded satisfied with that, or at the very least relieved. “You owe me big time after this little jaunt of idiocy.”
“I knew you’d eventually get self-righteous about it.” He added a little groan, just to maintain some semblance of decorum. No need to frighten either of them with too brisk a departure from their usual animosity.