I roll my eyes. “Look, thank you for your concern, but I just need to take care of this stuff myself . . . okay?”
He stares at me flatly.
I hold up my pad. “Do you mind?”
He keeps staring at me.
“Elliot, give me a minute.”
He storms back into the bedroom.
I sort myself out and wash my hands as I stare at my reflection in the mirror.
What’s going on here?
He told me he doesn’t do relationships and yet here he is, acting like the possessive boyfriend.
Perhaps he’s changed his mind and he does want more? Not once this weekend did he act like this is a casual, sex-only thing.
Excitement fills me. Don’t get carried away, I remind myself.
The only problem is that it’s been so long since I had a boyfriend I think I’ve forgotten what to do . . . or what to let him do.
I know if I want this to work between us, I have to try harder to let him in.
I walk back out to see him sitting at his little table, his laptop open in front of him. He doesn’t look up and it’s clear that he’s annoyed.
“Thank you for making the appointment,” I say softly. “I’ll go.”
His eyes rise to meet mine.
“This is new to me, having someone . . .” I cut myself off, unsure what to say next.
He nods but stays silent.
“I just don’t want you hearing about all of my faults.”
His face softens, and he presses his lips together as if stopping himself from speaking.
I twist my fingers in front of me nervously. “I don’t want to wreck this, you know?”
He stands and comes to me, his hand cups my face and he stares down at me. “And there she is,” he whispers.
My eyes search his.
“The vulnerable Kate that I adore.”
I inhale deeply as I feel emotion overwhelm me. “I wouldn’t be nice to me this week if I were you, not unless you want me to cry like a baby. I’m completely unstable.”
“Alright.” A trace of a smile crosses his face. “Would you like to suck my dick before or after you eat your dinner, you filthy wench?”
I giggle, grateful to him for making light of the situation. “Careful, my mood could go either way, it’s a very fine line. Who knows what’s going to come out of my mouth?”
He bends and kisses me, his tongue tenderly swiping against mine. He smiles against me as if having a thought. “It’s what’s going into it that I care about.”
I ride the escalator down to the ladies’ department in Harrods. After my doctor’s appointment this afternoon I’ve decided to have a little retail therapy before I go home.
My phone rings, the name Elliot lights up the screen, and I smile broadly. “Hello.”
“How did my girl go at the doctor’s?” Thankfully he didn’t come.
“Good.”
“What did he say?”
“Not a lot that I didn’t know.” I begin to walk through the racks of women’s clothes as I talk.
“Such as?”
“You really want all the gory details, Mr. Miles?”
“No, I’m asking as a dare, what do you fucking think?”