“Sometimes I think you say things just to make me blush,” Hannah accuses.
“Nope. I’m just being honest.” A swell of voices wafts past the kitchen, and I find myself praying that nobody walks in. I like being alone with Hannah.
And even though there’s no reason to put on a show when we’re alone, I still move closer and sling one arm around her shoulder as I take another sip of water-beer.
“In all seriousness, why are you so anti-drinking?” I ask gruffly.
“I’m not anti-drinking.” She pauses. “I actually kind of like it. In moderation, of course.”
“Of course,” I echo, rolling my eyes before reaching for the second cup I left on the counter. “Would you have a beer already?”
“No.”
I have to laugh. “You just said you liked it.”
“I don’t mind drinking in my room with Allie, but I never do it at parties.”
“Oh jeez. So you sit at home like a wino when you drink?”
“No.” She looks exasperated. “Just…drop it, will you?”
“Do I ever drop anything?”
Her exasperation turns to defeat. “Look, I get paranoid about what might be in my cup, all right?”
Insult prickles my skin. “For fuck’s sake, you think I’d roofie you?”
“No, of course not.”
Her swift response eases my concerns, but when she adds, “Not you, anyway,” it triggers my suspicion.
“Did…” I frown deeply. “Did that happen to you?”
Hannah’s face goes stricken for a beat, and then she slowly shakes her head. “It happened to a friend of mine in high school. She was drugged.”
My jaw falls open. “Seriously?”
She nods. “Someone slipped her GHB at a party…and, um…let’s just say it wasn’t a good night for her, okay?”
“Oh shit. That’s all kinds of fucked up. Was she okay?”
Hannah looks sad. “Yeah. She was fine.” She gives an awkward shrug. “But it made me distrustful about drinking in public. Even if I pour the drink myself…who knows what will happen if I turn away, even for a second. I refuse to take that chance.”
My voice thickens. “You know I’d never let that happen to you, right?”
“Um, yeah. Sure, I do.” But she doesn’t sound fully convinced, and I can’t bring myself to be offended about it because I suspect her friend’s experience really screwed with Hannah’s head. And with good reason.
I’ve heard horror stories like that before. As far as I know, it hasn’t happened at Briar, but I know it goes on at other colleges. Girls unwittingly ingesting E or Rohypnol, or getting shit-faced out of their minds while immoral creeps take advantage of them in that state. I honestly don’t understand guys who would do that to a woman. As far as I’m concerned, they should all be behind bars.
But now that I know the reason behind her no-drinking rule, I quit bugging Hannah about having a beer, and we head back to the main room. Hannah’s eyes scan the crowd, and I instantly stiffen because I know she’s looking for Kohl.
Fortunately, he’s nowhere to be seen.
We mingle for a while. Every time I introduce her to someone, they look surprised, as if they can’t understand why I’m with her and not some ditzy sorority girl. And more than one guy ogles Hannah’s breasts before winking at me as if to say good job.
I officially take back my earlier claim—I wish I hadn’t convinced her to wear that top. For some reason, the appreciative stares she’s receiving really piss me off. But I swallow the possessive caveman urges and try to enjoy the party. The crowd is more football than hockey, but I still know almost everyone there, which causes Hannah to mutter, “Jeez. How do you know all these people?”