“It’s not living in the past.”
“No?” she said. “Then what would you call it?”
“We were what, in our thirties when we met? You’ll always be that girl to me.”
They had reached the end of their work on stack 539 and stood arm to arm now. It was easy to imagine them as they had been. Francis with his flop of brown hair and enigmatic European past, her all legs and glasses and wit. If those two people had been standing this close, this alone. Well. The books in front of them might have burst into flames.
“Is that it then? Why you’re so certain I don’t know what I’m doing?”
They had been almost touching, but now Francis stepped back.
“What are you talking about?”
“I’m still that girl to you,” she said. “And so you can’t trust my judgment about the Plantin.”
“Not this again.”
“It’s time to bring in the police.”
She resettled her weight against the shelving unit, and it shifted, just a little, on its track.
“We can’t have outsiders sniffing around this,” Francis said.
“Not outsiders. The police.”
Francis shook his head at her.
“You won’t be able to keep it quiet once you involve them. Remember what my mates at Oxford went through back when that fellow was pinching books? They brought in Scotland Yard and wound up in the Spectator. Do you fancy a write-up in the Spectator?”
They had taken their argument out of stack 539, and Liesl would have to remember to note later that it had been checked. She followed Francis toward the elevator. His evocation of Oxford put her on the back foot. She didn’t have mates. At Oxford, at Cambridge, anywhere really, who would know what to do. Christopher would have. Some friend he had roomed with at nineteen who would know just what the next move was to be.
“We have been looking for days,” she said, trying to get Francis to turn to face her.
“And what good will police do?” He jabbed at the elevator button. It was old and unhurried.
“What a bizarre question. They’ll investigate.”
He turned to her. “‘Rogues and Ne’er-Do-Wells.’ That was the Spectator headline. I remember it like yesterday. Will the police come down here and search the stacks with us?”
“Of course not.”
“Access some network of rare-book dealers we don’t know about? That’s what my mate said, by the way. If they’d have just gone to their dealers before the police, they’d have solved the whole thing and prevented the ‘rogues and ne’er-do-wells’ business.”
The elevator door rumbled open, and he took a step forward to enter it, to exit the conversation on a clever line, but politeness got the best of him, and he swept his arm to the side, indicating she should go first.
“They’ll do the things police do,” Liesl said. And even to her, it sounded like a thing a child would say. “See if there was a crime and then solve it.”
She could feel the wave of frustration that washed over him when the elevator door closed before she had immediately agreed that he was in the right.
“You’re being daft,” Francis said, pushing the button for the ground floor. “Our entire job is finding information.”
“Not like this.”
“You think some suburbanite with a community-college education is going to help you find a priceless artifact?”
“Why are you so resistant to the idea that I try this?” She’d turned her back to the elevator door, cornering him in the tiny space.
“Because of rogues and ne’er-do-wells. And because you’ve been told not to. Go ahead if you like. But I care about the library, and I care about you, and I know that the police would be a mistake.”
“Is that all?”
“What else would it be? Am I the thief now? Keeping the police away for self-preservation?”
“I said no such thing.” She turned away, stepping back from him and turning to face the lit buttons at the top of the elevators the way a good citizen should. She didn’t want a quarrel. She wanted him to be on her side.
“Let’s stop this now,” Francis said. “Talking is a waste. You know very well what I think.”
“And I value that opinion.”
“Doesn’t seem like it.” He glanced in her direction when he said it but still stood in the very corner of the elevator, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed.
“I’m in an impossible position.”