‘Come in, James,’ Robert calls, breaking the silence. I look away as the butler glides in with our drinks, certain he can read every one of my inappropriate thoughts.
‘The Fonseca 84, sir,’ James says, placing the bottle down on the table. ‘The family have withdrawn to the drawing room, sir.’
‘Wonderful. Thank you, James,’ Robert answers, absentmindedly thumbing his cigar.
‘Not a problem, sir. Is there anything else I can get you?’ James asks, eyeing me as I pour my tea.
‘No. That will be all, thank you, James,’ Robert says, looking up now and noticing James’s gaze. ‘And close the door on your way out,’ he adds curtly.
As the study door closes, Robert’s focus returns to me. ‘I’ll be honest with you, Harriet – having determined that we both value honesty. I’ll share the truth about my son.’ He pauses for a moment, taking a swig of his port. ‘As I am sure he’s told you, we’ve had our problems. But I want to be clear about things, with you. To be clear for you.’
‘Of course. I appreciate that,’ I say. ‘He’s told me a little. About previous relationships. I know things have been difficult between you and him.’
‘Do you?’ he asks. ‘I wonder.’ That wolfish smile again.
I feel that dark tug of desire once more. Oh, for fuck’s sake. Is it normal to fancy your father-in-law?
No, I tell myself firmly.
But then look at him. That little tell behind his eyes, that world-weary calm, the feeling that at any moment he could switch on me, the tone could change, and a man like him would have the power, the ability, to do almost anything and get away with it. I don’t see how that couldn’t be both terrifying and intoxicating. Edward has it too, that deep undertow of power, that sense that I may not be good enough, smart enough, quick enough to live in his world.
He studies me in my silence. ‘You love him? My son?’ I feel a knife-twist of guilt at my thoughts, their direction.
‘Yes,’ I answer honestly. ‘More than anything.’
Robert’s expression softens. ‘Be careful of that: “more than anything”，’ he warns. ‘Never quantify.’
‘Why?’ I ask.
‘As the saying goes: If you can measure it, you can manage it. People can rarely be managed.’ He lets the words settle before continuing with a boyish grin. ‘Oh, I read your book by the way.’
I feel suddenly exposed. The fact that he has read my book puts me firmly on the back foot. Which I imagine was the idea. I’m learning very quickly that Robert likes to play linguistic games. He’s testing my boundaries, mapping my character.
‘I enjoy a thriller every now and then,’ he continues with a wry smile. ‘Fictional horror as a balm for the everyday sort.’ He takes a long puff on his cigar. ‘You’re good at it. Telling stories. Untangling them,’ he dips his head at me in congratulations. ‘It’s hard to surprise me, but, you did,’ he adds lightly.
I sink into the warmth of the compliment.
‘Thank you.’ I hear my tone veering towards the edge of flirtation. I need to work on my poker face. Then again, judging by the re-emergence of his grin, perhaps I don’t. He’s enjoying whatever strange game we’re playing as much as I am.
‘You liked it, then?’ I ask, every nerve in my body alive to his response. ‘The twist?’
The curl of his lip, the tap of ash into an ashtray, the slow release of rich tobacco smoke.
His eyes level with mine. ‘I did. Very much. You’re clever, very clever, Harriet, but I suspect you already know that, don’t you?’ He pauses before adding, ‘We could certainly use another clever girl in the family.’