Hand on the car door handle, his face lit only by the ambient interior dashboard, her grandpa smiled back.
“Haven’t been out past midnight in a long time. Levi’s family was nice.”
“Very,” she agreed, realizing she was still smiling. They were nice. And funny. And irreverent. And . . . pretty great.
“Jane.” Her grandpa waited until she looked at him. “You’ve changed everything for me, Jane. I hope you know that.”
“What do you mean?”
“For coming to me and showing me what courage is, for reminding me that love had to be earned. For including me tonight like I’m family, like I’m important to you.” He lifted his hands. “For everything, really.” Reaching out, he put his hand over hers. “I love having you back in my life, Jane. I won’t be careless with you, not ever again. I promise you that. I hope you’ll agree to continue to see me.”
“I’ll be leaving soon, but we can stay in touch.”
He gave a sad smile at the reminder she would be gone, and suddenly something seemed off about him, so she turned her hand over and squeezed his. “Grandpa? You feeling okay?”
“Never better.”
She nodded, stared at their entwined hands, then into his eyes. “You’re going in for regular checkups?”
“Yes.”
“And all is okay?” she pressed.
“All is okay.”
“Promise me,” she said.
He looked her right in the eyes and smiled. “I promise. Good night, Jane. Love you. To the moon and back.”
Her eyes filled. That had been her grandma’s favorite saying. She’d whispered it to Jane every single night. “To the moon and back,” she repeated.
He got out of her car. She watched him walk carefully up to his door and vanish inside. She stayed there until the lights came on, then pulled away and headed back to Charlotte’s house.
She let herself in and then stopped short when she realized that she’d just walked right in without worrying about whether to knock or not, like she really did live here.
Like it was home.
It felt right. In fact, everything felt so right that it scared her. How she could be so fierce in her everyday life, but when it came to the personal, to the heart and soul of things, she always second-guessed anything good.
Shaking her head, she went into the kitchen and grabbed a can of cat food from the stash she’d been keeping in the pantry. She prepared a plate for Cat and opened the back door.
The big gray cat strolled in like she owned the place, sat back on her haunches, and gave Jane a haughty look. “Meow.”
Cat-speak for “you’re late.”
“And you’re not supposed to be in the house,” Jane said and set down the plate on the kitchen floor anyway.
Cat sniffed at it, then settled herself in, eating daintily, tail twitching. She took her time finishing, and then without so much as a thank-you, she headed out into the night.
“You’re welcome!” Jane called after her.
The house was quiet. Yawning, she tiptoed down the hall and then stopped short in shock.
Charlotte was painting Jane’s bedroom door. “Meant to finish this and get in bed before you saw it,” she said with a grimace.
Jane shook her head. “What are you doing?”
“Painting.”
“It’s two in the morning.”
“And . . . ?” Charlotte asked.